I shudder against him as he resumes peeling my dress down my body. “I’ve only known you for a day.”
“And yet it feels like I’ve always known you. Where is this going, love? Tell me, do you want to crawl into bed and call it a night?” His purr turns into a rumble as he kisses down my neck before sucking my gland between his lips. “Or would you like to cross another thing off your list?”
My breath catches in my throat, his arm wraps around my stomach, his other hand slowly moving upward to encircle my neck. He angles my head to the side, giving him better access. I feel so small in his hands, so thoroughly protected in his hold. “What were you thinking of?”
“Just something to help you relax. Do you trust me?”
I do, strange as it is. “Yes, Alpha.” The term of endearment comes as a surprise to me, Kolsen chuckling. The sound moves straight to my pussy, a gush of wetness coating my panties.
“Is that what feels comfortable for you, love? Calling me Alpha?”
It’s not something I’ve ever entertained. There hasn’t ever been an Alpha I’ve wanted to acknowledge like that. But with Kolsen? I think it will be. “I think so.”
“Mmmm, you’re so precious. Let’s try something, alright?” I nod. “Just like what you did with Sasha and Amiri—tap me or say red if it becomes too much. If you’re ever uncomfortable, then we'll stop.” His voice is making me want to push back against him but his firm hold keeps me from moving.
“Yes, Alpha.”
“I’m going to feel you enjoy my fingers in your tight cunt and you’re going to tell me everything I’m doing to you.”
My face flames at the thought of detailing what Kolsen is doing to me aloud but I’m also intrigued. I have no idea where this is on the list but at this point, I don’t really care. “Okay.” His arm tightens around my belly as my dress is finally shoved to the floor, leaving me only in my bra and panties. His free hand rests just over the hem of my panties, fingers playing with the fabric. I’m trying to stay present but his warmth wrapped around me is coaxing me into the same sensual spell Sasha had me under.
It might even be worse.
Then his fingers slip into the fabric before pressing against my clit. “What am I doing, love?” I squirm, embarrassed to say those words aloud. For too long, I’ve been told to keep from expressing myself—that my love of sex and exploration was a sin. Teo just told me that I’d never find an Alpha willing to give me those desires I held dear—that no one would give me that much attention when the alternative was having an Omega.
His finger disappears and I whimper at the loss of pressure. “My—clit. You were touching me,” I finally push out. My body feels like it’s on fire with a mixture of embarrassment and pleasure. When his touch returns, I feel like I’ve pleased my Alpha, especially when he whispers, ‘good girl’ in my ear. Those thick digits move farther down and back as I grip his other arm, my head lulling back against his chest. “You’re stroking me, Alpha.”
“Goddess, you’re soaked. Have you been thinking about this? Me touching you? The others pleasuring you? Love, we’re going to spoil you with so much pleasure that your voice will be hoarse from calling out our names.” His kisses return as his fingers dip inside my pussy, a moan falling from my lips.
“You’re inside me.” My voice is barely above a whisper, my mind trying to tell me that this is wrong. I met this Alpha this afternoon and he’s somehow wrapped up my heart and stolen it along with the other two members of his pack. “Alpha,” I whine, wanting more than just the tease of his fingers. “More please.” I’ve never wanted to ask for anything during sex but this submissive attitude feels perfect with Kolsen.
“Since you asked so nicely,” he purrs. He adds two more fingers and I gasp at the way my pussy stretches and then constricts around his digits.
“So full,” I mumble. “You… you have four fingers inside of me, fucking me.”
Kolsen laughs as he starts up a rhythm, my entire body moving with his shallow thrusts. I’m going to come like this, all over his hand. Sasha gave me the same treatment on the dance floor but this is somehow different. Not better but I crave both versions.
“This isn’t full, love. Not even close. You’ll be full when Amiri or I stuff our knot inside of you. You’ll be full when we share all your pretty little holes until you have cum leaking from every orifice.”
“Alpha, fuck, I’m going to come. I can’t-” I cry out when his kisses turn to a sharp nip at my collarbone, an orgasm barreling through me. The thought of Amiri or Kolsen’s knot isn’t as terrifying as I thought it would be. Betas aren’t made for an Alpha’s knot but that hasn’t stopped Betas from enjoying it.
I’m pretty sure Violet has more than once.
My hips buck against his hand as I ride out my pleasure, wishing that his fingers were just a bit longer. Soon. When I come down from my high, I find Kolsen whispering how good of a girl I am in between little kisses against my ear. He’s holding me up in his arms, the Alpha not keen on letting me go. “Do you want me to shower with you or would you like to shower alone?”
I don’t expect the question.
“I want to push you, Camila, not overwhelm you. This night is yours to direct, not mine to command.” He twists me around in his arms, smiling down at me. “There will be nights like that, just not this one. Shower alone or together, love?”
“Um-”
There is no hesitation in his movements as he guides me to the attached bathroom and sits me on the toilet seat. Kolsen starts the water, testing the temperature before he returns to crouching in front of me. “Clean towels are on the rack behind me and your bags are by the bed. If you need anything, just come knock on the door at the end of the hall.”
“It’s that easy?” This Alpha just gave me an explosive orgasm and isn’t trying to force himself on me to relieve the pressure in his pants or require that I shower with him.
“If you want it to be, Camila. And get all those awful thoughts out of your head. I will always respect your comfort levels. We might enjoy the kinkier parts of our club but not at the expense of consent and comfort. Goodnight, love. Sleep well.”
And then he’s gone.