We took the back stairs that were out of bounds to everyone bar me and the guys. I opened the first door on the left and dragged Jamie into the primary suite. My hands shook as they slid down his body and cupped the full globes of his ass. As if he could read my mind, Jamie jumped up and wrapped his legs around my waist. He was as close as he could physically get, but it still felt like there were oceans between us. I wouldn’t be satisfied until I was buried deep inside him.

His lips parted as he gasped, and in the blink of an eye, I had his back pinned against the door, and my mouth slammed against his. There was nothing gentle about the savage way I kissed him. I was like a starved man, and he was my only sustenance. My tongue fucked into his mouth, owning him, forcing his body to surrender to me. My skin burned with need as every roll of his tongue against mine threatened to incinerate me.

“I need you naked.” I nipped and sucked a path down his neck, painting his skin with a watercolor of bruises.

“Yesss,” Jamie breathed and rolled his head back, baring his throat to me. My teeth scraped over his Adam’s apple, and his throat convulsed against my lips. Images of my cock buried deep in the tight wet heat of his mouth played through my mind.

“Off,” I grunted, reduced to single syllable words as my desire, my all consuming need, obliterated my brain cells. Pinning Jamie to the door with my hips, my hands grappled the bottom of his sleek button down and ripped it up his body. Buttons pinged against the door as I wrenched it over his arms and let it fall to the floor. “You’re utter perfection, baby.” I tongued his hard nub, drawing it between my teeth, then sucking into my mouth to ease the burning ache.

Jamie mewled, the back of his head thumping against the door as I switched to the other nipple and flicked it with the tip of my tongue. “Fuck, Dill. Please.” He panted, his hot breath teasing my skin and sending shivers of desire through me that had my heart in a chokehold.

“Bed,” I ground out and sunk my teeth into the flesh of his peck. I tightened my hold on his firm ass as Jamie’s arms wrapped around my neck and blindly walked over to the bed, tossing Jamie down onto the covers. He bounced once before I was on him, kissing, licking, and sucking every inch of him, driven wild by his supple body and consumed by the salty taste of his skin. I reached back and ripped my hoodie off, letting it fall from my fingers as my hands went to the button of his pants. His chest rose and fell with shuddering breaths, his pale-blue eyes flickering between mine as he traced his index finger over my chest. I followed the movement of his finger as it reverently mapped out the tattoo covering my heart. I saw the unasked question in their depths and the moment he realized the bird he’d been mesmerized by was a crow. My body was a tapestry of my memories of him, and one day I would tell him, so he would know it’s always been him.

“No.” Jamie’s hand landed on my chest, stopping me in my tracks. Ice sheeted my skin, and my heart turned to dust.

“Fuck! Little crow, I’m sorry.” Emotion clogged my throat as I struggled to breathe. My heart hammered as fear and shame pulsed through me. Tears pricked my eyes, and I buried my face in the crook of his neck, his sweet caramel scent taunting me.

“Hey, babe? Dil? Look at me.” Soft hands cupped my face and pulled me back to him. Jamie brought my forehead down onto his as his breath stuttered out of him.

I licked my lips as the first tear dripped from my eye. “I’m so, so, sorry, little crow.” I sucked in a gasping breath.

“I’m not.” Wide eyes stared up at me. The strength and determination in them was impossible to ignore. “I don’t want to stop, stop.” I cocked my head in confusion as I pulled back so I could see all of him. Jamie smiled and my heart thawed at those beautiful eyes. “I want to taste you. I want… no, need to give you a taste of the pleasure you’ve given me.” A scarlet flush worked its way up his chest to the tips of his ears.

“Whatever you want, baby,” I whispered, terrified I was about to shatter from the intensity of his words and the lust churning in his eyes.

“On your back, Dil.”

I’d never moved so fast as I dropped on my back and worked my way up the bed until my back rested against the headboard. I didn’t want to miss a second of this. Jamie smirked at me as he pulled himself up onto his knees, flicked his button open and pulled the zipper down, revealing a tiny black fishnet jock. His hard length was clearly visible between the open diamonds, but it was the glistening bead of precum that had my mouth watering.

Somehow, he managed to shuck his jeans and shoes off without getting off the bed before slowly crawling toward me. Jamie arched his back and my eyes devoured the sway of his ass until he settled on his knees between my spread legs. “Fuck.” The growl tore from my chest with an intensity that left me breathless.

Jamie spread his legs wide so his knees were under my thighs and planted a hand behind himself for support. “Do you like what you see, babe?” His soft tone taunted me as much as his actions had my rock hard cock pulsing against my zipper. “Watch me?” he questioned, but the way he looked at me said I didn’t have a choice—it was do or die. A smirk kicked up the side of his flushed lips as Jamie licked the underside of his index finger before sucking it into his mouth. Watching his lips wrap around it almost had me coming on the spot.

“Fuck, little crow. You’re gonna make me come.”

“That’s the plan, Dil,” he crooned. In the most seductive move I’d ever seen, Jamie pulled his spit-slicked finger from his mouth and trailed it down his chest, teasing the peaked nub of his right nipple before trailing it down his stomach to where his flushed dick was trying to break free. He teased the glistening tip, covering the digit in his arousal.

“That’s so damn hot.” I panted, desperate for a taste of him.

Jamie winked and pushed up so he was looming over me. Sweat glistened on his skin as he trailed his finger over my lips. His hot breath fanned my skin as he said, “I want you to taste me as I taste you for the first time.”

“Oh fuck!” I banged my head against the headboard and a devilish chuckle seeped from him. I squeezed my eyes shut and started to count down from a thousand to stop my impending orgasm as it barreled towards me.

I didn’t need to have my eyes open to feel his every movement. My skin was electrified; his every touch zapped right to my cock. The pop of the button of my jeans sounded loud in the quiet room. The teeth on the zipper being pulled apart as Jamie slowly undressed me was like a countdown timer that set my soul on fire. My body pulsed with need. It was heady being at his sweet torturous mercy.

“Up,” he breathed over my aching length as he pulled my jeans and boxers down just enough for my cock to spring free. It smacked down on my abs with a wet slap as precum poured from my slit and slicked up my skin. “Fuck, yes.” Jamie licked my shaft from the root to the tip, making my dick jerk from the wet heat of his tongue. I wasn’t going to survive being in his mouth and down his throat if this is how I reacted to one swipe of his tongue.

“Fuck, me. I’m not gonna last, baby.”

He chuckled and nuzzled against my length before lapping up the liquid on my stomach. “Mmmm.” He groaned, licked his lips, and stared into my eyes. “You taste so good.” Before I could suck in a breath, Jamie lifted my heavy cock and flicked his tongue over the tip dipping it in the slit.

“Ahh. YES,” I shouted, on a hair trigger and ready to come. I was acting like a horny teen, having his first blowjob.

With his tongue circling my crown, Jamie peeked at me from under his lashes. “I’ve never done this before, so tell me if it’s not good.” My brain stuttered and misfired when his words eventually registered.

“J-Jamie?” I couldn’t compute his words.

He shook his head. “The only person I’ve ever kissed is you.”