Page 16 of Blue Summer

“We should.” I know she is talking about stopping but I don’t take it that way. Instead, I take the opportunity to yank the little strip of lace I’ve been playing with to the side and put my hands on skin so soft it feels like rose petals.

She cries out and sinks back down on my lap. Her eyes widen and her sweet mouth opens on a silent moan. “Roan.”

My name comes out all breathy and slow and has me strung tight. She keeps saying my name like that, and there won’t be a chance for us to stop or slow down. When her hands come to rest on my bare chest all bets are off. I run my fingers around the soft curve of her ass to reach the tender flesh of her outer lips. I hear the swift intake of air as she gasps when I touch her.

“Mmm, so damned soft, angel,” I mumble in the crook of her neck where her scent is thickest and drop kisses on her shoulder and throat. I don’t even try not to leave marks on the soft skin. I want people to be able to tell when they look at her that I was right here with her. I want them to know she belongs to me. “Angel, can I…can I…?”

I’m hesitant about asking for what I want but I definitely want her to say yes, to want me as much as I want her. I have to remember… she’s not used to all of this. She doesn’t realize what comes next, or what she might be letting me get away with. I want her to understand all of it and still want me to do it.

“Angel, I really want to…” Before I can finish, she interrupts me.

“Hmm, whatever it is, yes.”

“How do you know you’ll like it? How do you know you won't regret letting me?”

“Because I’ve never felt like this before and I’m so… hot and everything feels… I just won't. Just do it.”

I stand with her in my arms and walk us back over to the island. She doesn’t say a word until I lay her back and help her prop her heels on the edge, leaving her completely and totally open to me. When she realizes what I can see, she starts getting shy again. Her hand comes down to hide her sweetness from me and a pink blush flows over her cheeks and down the column of her throat.

“Let me look at how pretty you are, sweet angel. Let me kiss you… all over.”

Her eyes and mouth widen into ovals. The sight makes me chuckle because she is so fucking cute. Just like I expected, she had no idea what I wanted and what I had planned.

“Still want me to do whatever?”

She rolls her lips around her teeth before raising her chin and meeting my eyes, “Whatever you want.”

And then she moves her hands aside.

Chapter Fifteen

Summer

I know Roan would never do anything I didn’t want him to and even though it sounds crazy, I feel completely safe with him. I understand we haven’t known each other long but in the time we have known one another, we have done some shit. Saved a life, lived through a crash, fought phantoms that lurk just out of sight. Seems like some heavy shit to me.

And it makes my mind up for me. I want Roan and I want Roan to be the first. So, I move my hand and let him take what he wants from me. Because I plan to do the exact same with him. I plan to make tonight something for just me.

“So come get it.”

I don’t have to tell him twice. He reaches a hand out to touch me reverently before dancing his fingertips up to rest on my bent knee. His mouth soon follows where his fingers trail. By the time he has worked his mouth down to the top part of my inner thigh, I can’t seem to stop my hips from dancing around, begging him to come closer. Just a little more and his mouth will be right where I want it.

When I open my eyes and look down at him, I can tell he knows it too. He has a mischievous grin tilting his lips and a glimmer in his eyes that has my heart skipping beats and my body tensing even more than it already is. He moves those wicked lips of his even further down until he reaches the crook of my leg. Everywhere his mouth touches turns hot and molten and after a few minutes of him teasing me with open-mouthed kisses that don’t go any further than the juncture of my legs I start getting antsy, moving my hips to try to follow his mouth.

“No need to rush, angel.”

Uh, yeah, there most definitely is a reason to rush. I don’t know how much longer my courage is going to hold out and I really, really want his mouth on me. Instead of telling him that and sounding like a desperate, pathetic girl, I just give him a little whine and narrow my eyes at him. It doesn’t speed him up any. The only indication I have that he even heard me is the fact that he chuckles against my skin causing goosebumps to dance over my body where his breath fans out.

He finally drops a kiss right on top of my mound and the outer part of my lower lips. The contact makes me jump and yelp out in surprise and excitement. The first brush of his mouth against skin that has never been touched by any hand other than my own makes me arch my back off the cool counter I’m laid across.

Time seems to slow down, and every detail imprinted on my mind as well as my body. The feel of his tongue against the seam of my pussy has me crying out and wiggling my hips. “Oh my God!”

He slowly runs his mouth over me, and I see him close his eyes like he might be savoring the flavor of me. The thought causes a shiver to rush down my body and has me closing my own eyes. They snap open when his tongue spears inside of me. My breath leaves my body when he fully opens me up and cool air brushes against my hot skin. His tongue follows behind and bathes my tender flesh with his flattened tongue.

“Oh… holy shit! That…oh…that feels really good! Oh my God!”

“It tastes even better, angel.”

I can’t believe he said that. A blush heats my cheeks and runs down my body at the idea this man is… having me for a snack. He pulls back and looks down and a hint of the shyness I felt before making my mind up about letting Roan do whatever he wants to do to me comes back to me. I can tell he isn’t hesitating to look his fill. His hot gaze is on me, his eyes touching me as definitely as his hands.

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