Page 72 of Love's Hot

He flips me over, my back on the bed, so he is lying on top of me, pinning me down.

“You are overdressed, Red. Shirt off now.” Throwing the blankets back, he goes up on his knees, straddling over my legs. Dragging his shirt up my body and over my head, he lets out a moan at seeing me fully naked. “You don’t know how beautiful you are in my eyes, Red, stunning, mesmerizing and mine.” He leans down and places kisses all along my neck. Slowly making his way down across my shoulder. My body is responding the way it always does to his touch and his words. My mind is slipping into that place where I only know pleasure and his touch. The place where I am free.

His tongue lathing over my nipples has me squirming as the anticipation builds. I’m craving him. I’ve never been so desperate to be touched as I am tonight.

“Please, Kane, please fuck me.”

“Back to begging are we, Red? Maybe I’ll make you wait. What do you think about that?” He laughs as he kisses down my body, now pushing my legs apart and flat onto the bed. “Now, that’s a view I want to see every day. You glistening and ready for me.”

I don’t even get to reply before he licks me and starts to devour my pussy. I can’t stop the moans that are escaping my mouth from every sensation buzzing through me. He plays me with perfection, building me to a point I know I can’t stop the explosion of orgasm from hitting. Screaming his name, he laps up every drop and rises up to then share the same with me through a savage kiss.

Barely hanging on by a thread, he sinks into me as we both groan and moan into the room for everyone and no one to hear.

Kane takes no time in pumping into me, finding his rhythm.

“Fuck, Red, so fucking good. You feel so fucking good. Missed you…” He tenses as we both fall over into the post-orgasmic glow for a few moments. White noise, stars and the warmest flush moves right through the body. Oh god, I never want this to end.

“Jesus, Red. I missed you so fucking much.” He lies on top of me, kissing me with all the love he’s feeling at the moment. I just take it all, I can’t get enough of him. He’s breaking the starvation I’ve been feeling for weeks.

Worrying he is crushing me, he rolls over on to his back, dragging me with him, so I’m lying flat on top of him and our kiss doesn’t break for one second. His hands find their way down, so they’re splayed over my ass cheeks. Like they belong there. I grab hold of his face and run my hands through the light beard he has on his face. Like he hasn’t shaved since the day he walked out. I loved his smooth face but I kinda have a thing going for the roughness of this. I certainly wasn’t complaining when he had his face buried between my legs.

“Don’t worry, I’ll shave tomorrow. I just wasn’t wasting time getting back to you.” Kane kisses me on both cheeks and then my nose.

“Hmm, we might have to negotiate that. Maybe I like it.” I giggle a little as he smiles, knowing exactly what I’m talking about.

“Do you now. Well, let’s discuss that later. Right now, we need to talk and then I’m showing you again how much I love you, little lady.” The muscles in his face are finally starting to relax a little. I’m not sure I want to talk anymore as the exhaustion is starting to hit, but he’s right, we need to clear the air before we close our eyes tonight.

Then tomorrow is a brand-new day, and a new beginning.

Kane

My mind has never been so full of commotion, yet clearer than ever. I hate that it took something bad to happen for me to get to this point. Regardless, now I know exactly what I want and who I want it with. It’s like a huge fog has cleared. One that I was hiding behind for the fear of being hurt or my greatest fear of hurting someone else.

“That first night in New York, I knew you were different. Together, we were something way more than either of us was expecting. I wasn’t prepared for how you made me feel. I ran because I didn’t know how to deal with that. I knew if we spent the next night together then I was in real trouble. For someone who thinks they have their life in control and the boundaries made, the roads they’re going to travel, it was so confusing for me. I just told myself that was it. To stay away and you’d move on.”

She starts laughing quietly at me. “Yes, well you didn’t realize how stubborn I was, then.” Her hand slowly runs through my hair on my head. The sensation is so amazing.

“Tell me about it. It’s one of the things I love about you. You kept fighting for us even though you weren’t admitting to yourself that there was even an us. Just like I wasn’t admitting that this was always something more than being fuck buddies. Can I just say, I actually hate those words, but I needed to keep some distance. Then every time I was with you, whether we were in bed or not, you had me feeling all turned upside down. Here I was thinking I was the one in control, but you had me drawn into your world and I didn’t know how to escape or if I even wanted to. No matter how much I had my life mapped out, you were my GPS and rerouting after every time I turned.” Running the backs of my fingers down her cheek, I feel her shiver with my touch. It encourages me to continue.

“Then the undercover job surfaced. I already knew I had to pull back from you because I didn’t want to let you believe I could give you more. I never wanted to be the one to cause a woman the pain from having a spouse who works a dangerous job each day. So, the day we went to Zach’s farm for lunch, I was told that Monday I was leaving. I’m sorry, Lil, but I was so selfish. I took everything you offered me that last night to help me get through the hurt that was to come. That night was like nothing I have ever experienced. I knew making love to you that next morning, that I was going to break both our hearts to a thousand pieces. I thought I was doing the right thing. I thought I was protecting you even though I was hurting you. Didn’t that backfire on me, though?” Taking a deep breath, I pull her head down to lay it on my chest. I want her as close as possible. Taking a moment, Lilly lets me pull my thoughts together to keep going.

I explained to Lilly everything about Jessie and what happened on the job.

“Last night after visiting the sex club for the first time… it was such a shock to see everything that was going on in there, hard to handle for both of us. I got drunk and called you, which I’m sorry for putting you through that, but I had spent all night talking to Jessie about you. She understood what I had been thinking but then convinced me how stupid I am and what I’ll miss out on if I choose to live my life like that. I had been missing you so much that I knew I was finishing this case and coming for you. I was desperate to know you were okay and I needed to hear your voice. You always calm me, in your crazy chaotic way.” That earns me a slap on the chest and has us both laughing. Breaking a bit of the seriousness of my words

“I won’t lie,” Lilly says. “I was a complete wreck when you left. I couldn’t eat or sleep. I couldn’t even be the annoying ex and stalk you, begging you to take me back, because you just dropped off the face of the earth. When I saw you tonight from my car, I was so mad. My adrenaline rushed and I had to chase you. I kinda saw red literally when I saw you all over Jessie in a red dress. I was ready to murder you.” I can picture her face when she spotted me.

“There is and will only ever be, one Red in my life and that’s the woman wrapped in my arms. My little Red vixen.” Kissing her again, it starts to heat up quickly, but I pull back. We need to get through this. “I need to tell you this, Red, you need to know how I feel.” I lay her on her side so she’s facing me, I can then look her in the eye when I say it.

“I can see how wrong I was, baby. I want to tell you how sorry I am. If you can forgive me, can we start again and scrap the arrangement? I want to date you and let every man alive know that you’re off the market. You are mine and I’m the only one who gets to cuff you to my bed.” Her eyes twinkle with a little excitement. The first I’ve seen from her tonight. “Maybe just not for a little while, too many visions at the moment.”

She nods at me in agreement.

“However, I want you pushing my buttons, flirting your cute little ass in front of me and surprising me every day. As long as I get to keep rule number two. I’m the boss in here and I will never hurt you. Only ever show you pleasure and how much I love you. Can you cope with that? Will you be mine, baby, and let me try to protect you? I can’t promise I won’t screw up again, but we’ll have fun trying to make this work.” Moments like this are where Lilly takes every part of my soul and locks it into her heart safe and sound.

The tears are streaming down her face. “I’ve always been yours, Kane. You claimed me that first night and never let me go. We don’t have to try to make anything work. We just have to be us. It works just fine. Although, I won’t say no to trying lots more things in here. That last night was pretty good.”

“Just good? Are you serious? I was damn impressive, I’d say.” I grab her and start tickling her. I finally feel like my world is back on its axis.

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