Page 28 of Love's Hot

I giggle at the thought of my body being any wilder than it has been the last week with Kane.

“Let’s see if you can keep up, Kane.”

We both just lie silently looking into each other’s eyes. The feeling of change is hanging around us and we both need time to soak it in.

“Are we really doing this?” Kane breaks the silence. I bite my bottom lip and, slowly releasing it, I nod up and down. The intensity gets too much and simultaneously we both start to laugh.

“Do we need to do some pinky swear thing?” Kane asks in between laughing and falling onto his back on the bed.

“Or, cut a finger and make a blood pact. Isn’t that what you boys do, gross things like that?” I remember Luke trying to get Zach to do that when we were little. Grant smacked him around the back of the head and told him not to be so stupid, that it would hurt and get infected. Besides, they were already brothers who shared blood so why in god’s name did they need to do that. Always the practical boring one was Grant.

“Hey, that’s part of becoming a man, being a blood brother. At least you get a scar from that. Not like a wimpy girly pinky swear.”

“Whatever. Anyway, we do need to finish talking this through, though.” I try to guide him back to the serious part of the conversation.

“Like what? We get to fuck whenever we want, and we just promise not to fall in love. How hard can it be?” A heaviness sits on my chest with that statement. I’m not sure what it is but I push past it.

“So, you have no problem with me sleeping with other men at the same time?” I know the reaction that’s coming before it even happens.

“Fuck no! Not a fucking chance is any bastard touching you while we’re doing this. Understood?” Kane is almost growling by the time he’s finished.

“Well, then maybe we do have a few things we need to talk about. Hmmm?” Kane makes fun of me for being an easy target. Not that he’ll admit but he is so easy to provoke as well. We make a matching pair.

“My rules, you’re mine until this is over. In the bedroom, I control the fun. That’s it. Easy. Now are we done?” Kane rolls his eyes at me as I start to open my mouth again.

“Oh my god, you are so painful. No, we are not done. Now listen. One.”

“Man, how long is your list?” Kane grumbles

“Shut up and listen. Now, number one, I agree, no other partners while we do this. Number two, we can stop this at any time with no problems, but we need to tell the other person, face to face. Number three, we don’t tell anyone. Number four, if one of us calls and the other is busy, we can’t get upset. Remember this is casual so it just happens when it happens.” I pause thinking if I missed anything I wanted to say.

“Now are you done? I need to consummate this fuck-buddy arrangement.” His hand is already running up my thigh.

“Really? I don’t know if I can physically last another round.” He thinks I’m joking but part of me is dead serious.

We start with a slow kiss just touching and feeling our bodies pressed together. I do love this part of Kane, the soft gentle man who just wants to make me feel good. It’s like all the pent-up energy has left Kane’s body and now he just wants to take it slow and enjoy the sensual feelings. I’m all for this kind of sex too. I need to take it slow. My body needs to be totally aroused to take him inside me again.

Oh god, his hands are like magic. As they sweep across my body, he’s like the puppet master. He brings to life every sensation, convincing my body it’s able to take another round. I’m already floating to that place he takes me where everything feels amazing. As I start to close my eyes, my body’s senses are rising to the point where he’s making me crazy with wanting him. The noise of my phone ringing makes us both jump of fright.

“Ignore it,” Kane mumbles as he buries his head in my neck planting kisses all over me.

I want to, god, I so want to, but it’s Alesha’s ringtone and she freaks out if I don’t answer.

“I can’t, it’s Lesh and you know she worries if she can’t get me.” With a scowl, he reluctantly pulls back. I reach out and grab my phone, answering it.

“Hi Lesh, how are you?” My breath hitches slightly as Kane takes my breast in his mouth and starts sucking it to distract me. Oh god, so good. Hmm I’ll get him back for this.

Alesha starts telling me about her dinner last night with our parents and Mom being the crazy mother of the bride. All the while, Kane is trying to distract me with licking and sucking various parts of my body. I’m trying to cut Alesha off and tell her I’ll meet up with her a bit later for coffee. I’m about to explode and come while I’m on the phone to my sister which is not ideal. I can’t believe she isn’t hearing my breathing and stumbling words. Finally, I manage to cut her off and get a few words in.

“I was just about to get in the shower, Lesh, so I’ll stop over later for a coffee, if that’s okay?”

“Sure, we don’t have much planned. Xavier has just headed over to his place to check on Kane. He’s a bit worried about him from what I told him last night.” I sit bolt upright in bed nearly throwing Kane onto the floor. Repeating her words so he’ll understand, I start pacing the room. Naked, mind you.

“Xavier is on his way to see Kane to check on him? What a good friend your fiancé is.” Kane stops moving and his face registers the panic I’m feeling.

She starts to talk again but I cut her off quickly.

“Got to go, Lesh, busting to go to the toilet then shower. Will talk later.” I don’t even wait for her to say goodbye, I just hang up in her ear.

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