I can't let myself get distracted by some fleeting infatuation, no matter how intense it might feel. But even as I make the silent vow to put Elise out of my mind, to focus on my mission and my responsibilities, I can't shake the nagging sense that it's already too late. That she's gotten under my skin in a way that I can never fully shake, never fully escape.
I'm falling for my sworn enemy, the one woman in all the world who has the power to destroy me utterly.
13
BEAU
We’re enemies. If anyone found out what we’re doing, we’d both likely be killed.
But even that isn’t enough to keep me from her. Elise is like a breath of fresh air. Everything about her draws me in. Her taste, her smell, even her voice. It’s like a siren's song, breaking through the tumult of the storm that is our circumstances.
Every time our eyes meet, I risk losing myself in the depths of the blue ocean trapped within them. Her laughter, like a soft symphony, carries me away on its soothing waves. She is fire, she is water. She both consumes and quenches me.
Tonight is no different.
“Beau…”
Her voice calls to me and I snap my head in her direction.
“Come here, Elise.”
My voice is a hush. It’s both a command and a plea. She pads over to me, her bare feet making soft sounds on the stone floor. The moonlight streaming in through the window illuminates her silhouette, making her look like an ethereal vision straight out of my dreams.
“Beau, they will kill us,” she whispers, anxiety tinged with hope coloring her words. But I see something else in her eyes as well - desire, the same burning need that’s gnawing at me from the inside.
“Let them try,” I say with more braveness than I actually feel. As long as she is beside me, I am willing to face any storm, any army. I’m ready to wage war against the world for us.
“I knew this was a bad idea,” she says, averting her gaze. “I shouldn’t have done this. You shouldn’t have pursued me like that.”
“Can you blame me? I’m obsessed with you.”
“Yeah, but now look at where that got us.”
And then she is against me, her small body fitting perfectly to mine as if we were two pieces of a puzzle meant to be connected. Her hand reaches up to touch my face and the sensation sends electric shocks through my entire being.
At that moment, our fates are sealed. This dangerous dance can only end in disaster or deliverance. We choose deliverance. As our lips meet in a passionate kiss, we choose each other over everything else. Our lives, our safety, even our sanity.
Love was never meant to be a safe choice. It was always meant to be life-changing. And as Elise presses closer to me, returning my burning kisses with equal fervor, I realize that this gamble may very well cost our lives.
But love is worth every sacrifice.
As our lips part, Elise whispers my name again, this time with a wild desperation. It’s a plea. It’s an affirmation. Her voice is the sweetest melody, a sound I would fight wars to hear.
“Make love to me, Beau,” she begs.
Her words are a heavenly echo, burning through the silence of the night. I close my eyes, letting the intoxicating sensation of her touch wash over me. Her fingers trace patterns on my skin, her breath in warm gusts against my neck.
I pull her closer, our hearts drumming a frantic rhythm in unison. Every inch of her soft, supple skin beneath my touch ignites a flame within me.
This feeling isn’t just desire. It’s an undeniable need for her, a yearning that supersedes every rule and regulation that binds us. She is my solace amidst the chaos of our world, my beacon in a stormy sea.
I scoop her up in my arms and carry her up the stairs and to my bedroom, her slender arms wrapped around my neck. There's a sense of rightness that fills the room as I set her down on the large bed, the sheets cool against her skin. She reaches for me again, pulling me closer until our bodies are intertwined in a lover’s knot.
"Stay with me," she pleads once again, but this time her words carry a different weight. Her eyes look into mine with a desperation I've never seen before – a silent plea for assurance that I'll still be with her come morning, that we'll survive whatever storm comes our way.
"I will, Elise," I reply earnestly, my fingers brushing away a stray curl from her face. "I promise." Yet even as I utter the words, I am painfully aware of their implications. Still, it doesn't stop me from pushing aside my worries and surrendering completely to this moment. To her.
The air in the room grows denser with our shared heat and anticipation. The only sounds are our uneven breaths and the occasional rustle of sheets as our bodies explore each other’s intimate landscapes. She is tender, she is fierce, and every touch of mine elicits sighs that echo throughout the quiet room.