Of course I’m sure I’ll never tell him I like his smile.
The air blowing against my legs changes.
It’s warmer now.
My arms are already warm.
Isaiah bought me a jacket.
That was so nice of him.
How did I never realize he was so nice?
And cute.
I wasn’t allowed to realize.
He’s so different from me. From how I grew up.
He’s warm.
I’m cold.
This jacket is warm.
The pen in my hand is heavy.
I sign my name on a line. Three lines, and they’re all moving.
“Kenny, are you positive you want to do this?”
I like when he calls me Kenny.
I’ll never tell him that.
“What song do you want to walk to?” It’s a different voice. Not Isaiah’s.
Walk to? Walk out to?
Isaiah walks out to a song when he’s up to bat.
He looks really good in his uniform.
I’ll never tell him that.
Mariah Carey.
Isaiah sang a Mariah Carey song tonight. He was pretty good.
“Obsessed.”
I think I might be obsessed. Why do I keep thinking about him?
Isaiah laughs.
I laugh because he laughed.
My new shoes are so cute. I watch my feet as I take one step then another step on a red carpet runner.