“I just started seeing someone new. Those guys are his cousins. They are going to wonder why it looks like I’m moving in with a guy. They’re going to tell their cousin if I don’t explain first.”
“You could have told me that on the phone.”
“And I thought you’d believe me when I said not to come out and that I’d explain it once I’m here.”
“I didn’t come out, and you are explaining.” His grin usually makes up for everything.
But not this time. I don’t want things fucked up with Sean before they have a chance to get started. I need to tell Cormac and Seamus something, but I don’t want to blurt out Jesse’s sexual orientation as the reason, even if it is. I pull my phone from my purse and open the group text.
“Give me a sec, please.”
Me
That’s my friend Jesse. I’ve known him since college. He knows who and what I am. I’m safe here.
I could also be safe at a hotel.
Cormac
You could have told us first.
Me
I know. I’m sorry but I didn’t want to argue about going to a hotel or coming to a friend.
Seamus
What was there to argue about?
He’s not being obtuse. I should have trusted them to let me decide what I want to do. They might give an opinion for my safety, but they know it’s not their place to tell me what to do. They’d look out for me, regardless.
Me
Please let me tell Sean that I’m staying with a guy. There’s NO chance at all ever that something’s gone on or will go on with him besides friendship.
I include the emoji with the raised eyebrow as a hint.
Seamus
You could have told us that too. We don’t give a hoot about stuff like that.
He won’t swear in front of me, even in text. I noticed that about Sean, and it’s the same with his cousins. It must be a family rule or something. Ewan and our dad definitely didn’t have the same policy. I don’t have the same policy with Ewan.
Me
I’m getting to know your family. He’s my friend. Just being cautious.
Cormac
Understood. We’re here to ensure you’re okay not to judge.
Me
Thanks
“Everything all right?”
Seamus