“I want us to never leave this bed. But short of that, I’ll accept your cousins being my bodyguards. I hate they’re tasked with this and that this is my introduction to your family. But I know it’s serious if you want it. I won’t argue with you, and frankly, if you believe you can only trust your family to protect me, then I’m only going to feel safe with you or them. I have to go back to Boston, or it’ll only get way worse. I flew commercial, but I accept the offer of the jet because I know that means I’m safer.”
He sits up again and gets his phone. I watch him unlock it and tap a contact. Then he puts it to his ear and waits.
“Shay, I need you and Cor to meet me at The Conrad in Midtown. Plans changed.”
There’s silence for a moment. I wonder what his cousin’s saying. Is he arguing with Sean? Will he see this as babysitting his cousin’s fuck buddy? Will he think I’m sinking my hooks into Sean to use him?
My growing tension must be nearly palpable because Sean wraps his arm around my upper back and draws me up next to him. He presses my head to his chest.
“Thanks. We’ll be ready when you get here. See you in a few.”
He hangs up and puts the phone on the bedside table. I squeak when he scoops me up and gets off the bed. I know I’m skinny, but it still surprises me how easily he moves around with me like I weigh nothing at all. He strides toward the bathroom as he looks down and smiles.
“It’s time for another kind of sex. Then I’ll let you scrub behind my ears.”
Chapter Nine
Sean
I lower Lina to her feet and turn on the shower. The water warms quickly, and the pressure is good. It had better be since this is one of the most expensive hotels in the city. We step under the showerhead, me moving back as soon as I’m wet. She runs her hands over me, and I can’t get enough. Obviously, I’m no virgin. I’ve had more than one dozen partners, but less than two. I know what I like. I know what’s turned me on and driven lust and infatuation.
Lina makes everything in the past seem inconsequential. It gave me the carnal knowledge I have and love using with her. But there was always something lacking. Something not wholly satisfying. It was good enough that I didn’t look for more. I didn’t want to. I can’t imagine going back to that, though. If things don’t work out with Lina, it’s going to leave a gaping hole in my heart. I’d rather get shot.
“How long do we have until your cousins get here?”
“About thirty minutes.”
I pour shampoo into my palm and guide her to turn away from me. She gives me a happy moan as I rub the product into her hair until it’s sudsy. I massage her scalp, and she reaches back to wrap her arms around my waist. I slide my soapy hands down her shoulders to her tits. They fit in my hands as though they were made for me to enjoy. I play with her nipples until they’re hard.
I shift to let her step under the showerhead. She tilts her head back to wash the shampoo out, using her hands to move her hair around. I latch onto her left nipple and suck, flicking my tongue while I’m at it. I move from side to side after I rinse my hands off. I slip two fingers into her. She’s so fucking tight, even around them. I’ve been rough with her during sex, but I’m careful now. I’m unprepared for her to push my hand away and drop to her knees. She strokes me as she licks my balls.
Her tongue swipes up before swirling around the head of my cock, flicking the hole. I reach over her and press my hands on the wall. When she slides her mouth almost to the base, I need that wall to hold me up. I’m certain my knees are shaking. Her eyes are closed as though she relishes the task. She strokes what she isn’t sucking, working her hand and mouth in tandem. Her free hand presses my arse, pushing my hips toward her. She lightens her touch as I draw my hips back. She presses again, telling me she wants me to thrust.
“Do you want me to fuck your mouth, little girl?”
“Mmhmm.” She’s clear even without words.
I use my left hand to cup her head, pressing against it like she is my arse. Except I keep the pressure extremely light. She isn’t some cum dumpster like on a porn. The goal isn’t to use her to get off. I’m not fucking her down her throat to force her into staying where she is. If she wants to stop, it ends immediately. But I am guiding her to move with me.
She opens her eyes and looks up at me for a moment. There’s something in her gaze I can’t articulate. Yes, she’s doing this to me and for me. Yes, she’s being submissive. Yes, I’m leading even though she started this. But that’s not what I’m seeing. It’s as though this is the most normal thing in the world. Not that this isn’t special, but that it’s as though she accepts this is how it should be. She closes them again and sucks harder.
“I’m going to come, Lina. Let go if you don’t want to swallow.”
She lets go, but she keeps her mouth open. I get what she wants. I stroke until I can’t hold back. I aim for her tits before resting my cock on her tongue. I’m blocking the water enough that my cum sits between her tits. We’re looking at it before she swipes her finger through it and brings it to her tongue. She sucks her finger into her mouth, and I might come again. I help her to her feet, and I’m ready to trade places.
“Sean, no. I don’t need anything in return. Yeah, I’m wet and would love to get off. But I don’t need that right now. I wanted to do that. I wanted to take care of you.”
I cup her jaw as I already have so many times. I love it. I think it’s sensual as fuck. I take my time with the kiss. We still need to finish showering, but I refuse to rush after what she just gave me. I wrap my arm around her waist and draw her to me.
“Thank you, cailín. You don’t have to pleasure me to take care of me. But that was incredible.”
“I know I don’t have to. But you’re leaving in a bit, and that’s what I could do for right now. Something just for you.”
Is this what being in love feels like?
It’s not like being a twin means I never feel special. My parents have made sure Shane and I know we’re separate people since we were born. The only time we wore anything matching was for family photos, Christmas, and Easter. Then we matched Finn too. It’s not like being from a large family means I never feel special. I do. We all have our own talents we bring to the table. But no one outside my family has ever made me feel special. Not like this.
I want to spend all the time I can with her. Get to know her even more. I want to share companionable silence with her as we read or work. I want to laugh with her. I want to fall asleep and wake up with her. I want far more than just sex. It’s new and exciting right now because this is the first day we’ve been together. While I pray our mutual attraction never wears off, the novelty might. It’s what comes after that. That’s what I want. Hopefully, with all the normal couple stuff, our attraction—physical and emotional—will continue to grow.