“I’m there,” I gasp.

I can feel the tip of his finger press against my entrance, and I’ve never wanted anything inside of me as bad as I want his finger right now. I feel so dirty, so depraved, and yet I can’t believe what I’ve been missing out on all this time.

My body is enraptured with delight at his touch. The moment his finger slides into me, I can feel the pressure building. I want so badly to let go of everything. To allow myself to burst and when I hear Zane’s voice so husky and deep, filled with the need to teach me everything I’m about to learn. I lose all self-control, listening only to his instructions, forcing my body to do everything he says.

“Take a deep breath and relax, Aspen.” He rasps. “I’m going to—oh my God.” His voice is filled with surprise.

“What is it, Zane?’ I ask, immediately panicking that I’ve done something wrong.

“It’s just,” he stutters. “It’s just, have you? Are you? Aspen... is this your first time?” He finally manages to ask.

I bite down on my bottom lip and nod looking at him innocently. “I’ve been saving myself for you,” I reply, my voice more sultry than I meant for it to be.

The noise that comes out of his mouth next is something that I’ve only read about in my dirty book collection. It’s a wild, savage, unhinged growl that tears through his chest before erupting from his lips and then he’s buried in my aching pussy. His finger sliding in and out building up all kinds of pressure in my lower belly. All I can think about is how good each stroke feels, and then I feel the pressure and stretch of him sliding a second finger inside.

“Just relax, it’s going to feel unpleasant for a minute, but I need to stretch your tight pussy out to make room for me, or I’ll never fit inside. You’re so fucking tight,” He groans.

I do my best to relax, stealing sips of air as I close my eyes and drop my knees open.

He’s moaning into my pussy and then I feel it. The pressure inside of me is so intense. I feel like I’m going to explode if I don’t let something out of me. I gasp for air, then hold my breath. I can’t breathe. Every last bit of my body is overcome with pleasure, my eyes roll back and I pant. His fingers thrust into me deep and then I break and crumble. I come hard, like the walls of a dam breaking down and I flood his fingers and his mouth with my cum.

“That’s my good girl,” he moans, licking up my cum and pulling his finger free with a splash.

I’m in a euphoric bliss. It’s as if I’ve died and gone to heaven. Every nerve in my body feels like it’s floating in a dream-like-state of pure ecstasy. Rhythmically, my pussy continues to throb its way over the moon and right into paradise as he drags his fingers through my cum to swirl around my sensitive clit. I gasp as I ride a wave of joy until another orgasm pulses through my body.

Zane pulls away slowly. “I think that’s enough of this.”

As I come down from my high, the fog in my brain begins to fade and I find myself second-guessing things once again. I shouldn’t have let it get this far to begin with, but the good news is that we haven’t gone all the way yet. I can still stop myself from allowing that to happen. I shouldn’t be doing any of this. I should have walked home hours ago. Even now I could have kept my clothes on, and I could have shut him down instead of going along with everything. Breck is going to be so angry, and my parents, they are going to ground me for lying.

“I think I should go. I never should have let this happen,” I whisper in a panic.

Zane bristles with agitation. He’s clearly upset by my reaction. “You don’t need to regret allowing yourself to be happy for a change.”

I shift uncomfortably beneath his gaze. “That’s not it, Zane. It’s just that we shouldn’t be doing this. What the fuck were we thinking?”

“Shouldn’t be doing this?” He runs his hands through his hair annoyed. “What were we thinking? How can you even talk like that, Aspen? We were thinking of finally giving in to us, or so I thought?” His finger lands against my lips, preventing me from replying. “Now, I don’t want to hear another word about how you have regrets, or the many reasons why we shouldn’t be doing this. Do you understand?” His tone is edgy and dangerous as if he’s on the brink of losing control.

I nod my head yes.

“We’ve started this, and we are going to finish this.” He says, helping me down from the mantle.

Zane pulls me against his naked body, his dick presses against my stomach as he holds me in his arms, offering a small taste of reassurance. “I think I’m going to have to tie you up so you can’t try to leave on me.”

I bite my lip, feeling my cheeks heat with blush. It’s far too embarrassing to think about the way his words make my heart race and my pussy ache. As much as I want to tell him, I’m too afraid to admit I would like it. The thought of being restrained like that while he takes everything he wants, is more than I can handle. I don’t say anything, all I can do is nod my head in agreement.

“Would you like that, Aspen? Want me to tie you up? Do I need to force you to stay so that you stop feeling so guilty?”

“Yes,” I answer, my voice barely audible, as my entire body trembles with excitement.

His hands stroke my face then he tucks a strand of hair behind my ear and tilts my chin until I’m looking at him. “Be a good girl and tell me, Aspen. Tell me you consent to being tied up, and to everything that will happen after that.”

My voice wavers as I repeat everything he just said to me. “I consent, Zane, to everything.”

His greedy hands tangle in my hair and then his lips are on mine, kissing me deeply. Zane’s kiss is full of passion and desire. He’s starving for me and not afraid to show it.

“That’s my good girl. Go sit down while I look for something to tie you up with.” He rasps against my lips.

Chapter ten