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“Only if you want to be punished,” I said and pushed harder.

Felix cried out with immense pleasure. His body trembled quietly at first and then began to convulse violently. I reached down and felt his come spraying out. I touched it, fingering it in my hands. It was so warm and sticky. It was enough to send me over the edge.

I gripped his waist and with one final urgent thrust, I came inside him. The power of my explosion was intense. I leaned my head back. The veins in my neck bulged. I dug my fingers into his waist until I left little red marks. Felix let out a guttural moan in response.

He was breathing hard. Once I finished emptying my release into the condom inside him, he propped his forehead up against the wall. I needed a moment or two to compose myself.

I was still shaking from head to toe. I saw stars in my eyes and was dizzy with euphoria. My mind was clouded with sensual bliss.

“Okay for the record,” I panted hard and chuckled, “spontaneous sex is amazing. Impulsiveness for the win.”

“Hell yeah.” Felix glanced over his shoulder at me and smiled. His cheeks were flushed red. His hair was disheveled. The room smelled of sweat, sex, and come. It was a glorious moment between us.

I finally slipped my cock out of him. “We need a towel to clean up,” I mentioned.

Felix laughed. “A beach towel after that session.”

He left the room to retrieve a towel from the bathroom down the hallway, but when he came back, he looked confused, almost as if he wasn’t sure what had just happened between us and that he might have imagined it. There was hazy dissolution reflecting in his eyes.

“Are you all right?” I asked him as he cleaned himself up and then handed me the towel.

“I’m… fine.” He gave me a superficial grin.

I approached him and lightly grazed my thumb across his burning cheek. “You were fantastic.”

“It all happened… so fast,” he admitted with a look of chagrin.

“It was truly amazing,” I said. “You blended into the role of sub so fantastically, that you didn’t even realize what was happening.”

“Right.” He flickered his gaze to the floor.

“Hey,” I gently whispered and tenderly raised his chin with my index finger, forcing him to look me in the eye. “Don’t doubt yourself. If it feels natural, then just go with your gut instinct.”

I didn’t suggest that Felix had been kidding himself if he ever really thought he had potential as a Dom. The moment was too sensitive, and he wasn’t ready to hear that yet. I would take it easy on him, for now.

Felix remained reserved and quiet, almost as if he was ready to shut down. “I just want you to see a different experience before you completely cast it off,” I encouraged.

“I did enjoy it,” Felix confessed.

“It will make me a better Dom if you can find a way to understand that it’s okay to submit. That way, the pleasure will be enhanced on all fronts. We can both enjoy a better experience that way and get the most out of the intimacy as we can.”

Felix seemed slightly enlightened. His features brightened a touch. “I suppose you’re right.”

“I’m not trying to force you into something you don’t want to do, and I don’t know how you feel in the situation, but the sex we just had was some of the best of my life. It felt so comfortable and natural.”

Felix nodded, smiling now. “You’re right. I feel the same way.”

“Good.” I was glad we were making progress. For now, we were on the same page, and I would take what I could get. “Now.” I pointed to the books behind me. I still needed a distraction from my woes back at the club. “Shall we get to work?”

Felix chuckled. “As long as this amount of work doesn’t scare you, I’m all for a helper.”

I gave him a smile and fondly slapped him on the back. “Nothing scares me.”

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Later that evening, I was back at the club after spending most of the afternoon with Felix. I enjoyed his company, but I had work to do, and fires to put out with the problems surrounding the club.

I was preparing for the opening of the evening when Carol approached me with a look of despair. She looked somber as she met my gaze.

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