Page 39 of F*ck You

“Fuck, you’re so hot,” he growled, and I guided his hands beneath my shirt to grab my breasts. He kneaded them with skill to rival the world’s top baker, and together we moved as one. I fucked him hard and fast, leaving no room for a slow, smooth transition. It was all or nothing, and I wanted it all.

So what if I was a greedy fucker? Being free was an addiction, and having power over my own life for once was an intoxication I refused to give up. Not to mention two sexy as velvet guys who genuinely cared for me.

My breathing grew ragged, and my hands tightened around his which hadn’t moved from my breasts. My jaw slackened, and the strands of my hair tickled my butt as I threw my head back in moaning ecstasy.

His release came next, and when we were done, I fell forward, laying my cheek against his chest as I struggled to get my breathing back to normal. His hands stroked up and down my back as he placed soft kisses on the top of my head.

“Now that’s a way to start a morning,” I commented, closing my eyes for a moment.

“I couldn’t agree more.”

We lay like that for a few minutes until I peeled myself from him, groaning internally when he slipped out.

After a kiss, I crawled off the bed. I slid into my shorts and replaced the tank top for a sports bra, getting ready for another morning of surfing.

“If that’s how we’re going to start every surf lesson, I think I’m going to be surfing a hell of a lot more often,” he murmured. “Because, fuck, I’d like to do that again.” He rolled over and stepped into his pajama pants. “But I’m going to need to go home for a minute and change into something else there. Can’t really surf in these. And, you, know, grab the boards.”

“Perfect. I’m ready, so let’s go. But in a minute.” I went to the bathroom to speed through my morning routine, eager to get out. Excitement flowed through me. It was looking like staying here was becoming more and more of a possibility after all.

We finished getting ready, grabbed the boards, and went to the water. After running me through the basics again to make sure I remembered them all, we headed out onto the water before the sun started coming up.

“You ready?” Chase flashed his big grin at me as we sat on the boards out in the water. The waves were similar to yesterday’s, mostly calm with the occasional one big enough to ride, and it looked like our first real wave of the day was coming in. I was even getting better at spotting them.

“Go!” he called out to me, as we both turned our boards and started paddling.

The wave reached us, and I hopped up, using my arms to keep my balance like he instructed. With my weight properly balanced, I navigated the board diagonally, traveling back and forth across the wave as it carried me to shore.

I saw Chase riding the same wave not too far away and flashed him a matching grin. I could definitely get used to this. It was making me feel more alive than I ever had before, and I made the decision right then and there to make this a thing. I was becoming one with the water, letting it guide me toward a new, better, and more exciting life.

This wouldn’t be a simple blip on my journey, it was going to become the full ride, as long as things kept going well.

Our boards met the sand as we reached the shore, and I stumbled off, falling into the wet granules with another wave crashing over me. I still needed to get the hang of the landing, but at least I didn’t fall off the board this time. I was ecstatic with this accomplishment.

“You did fantastic,” Chase congratulated me, as he reached out a hand to help me up. Pride glowed from his face as he looked at me, his eyes alight with amazement. “You’re a natural for sure.”

I squealed and threw my arms around his neck as I wrapped my legs around his waist. He grabbed my butt to steady me, and I peppered him with kisses.

“That was the greatest thing ever, seriously, I love it.” My excitement was bubbling out of me, breaking through the steel exterior I used to think was a permanent feature for me. “Let’s go again.”

He laughed as he watched my pure joy emanate from me. “We can go a few more times. As many as you’d like, for as long as you’d like.”

“Deal.” I hopped down and grabbed my board. “A few more times, then once your clients show up, I’ll need to head out. I have some errands to run.”

“Sounds good.” His face fell slightly at the mention of me leaving, but the grin on his face from my joy still remained.

We managed to catch three more good waves before people began showing up on the shore, waiting for him.

“Hey, man,” the two guys greeted, one of them pulling Chase in for a man hug. The third was a girl who just crossed her arms and looked at me like I was a child who tasted sugar for the first time.

Granted, I was probably acting like one, but I couldn’t get rid of this high. I was too far gone to give a fuck about other people’s judgmental shit. If she was going to be like the other bitch, then I’d treat her the same way. Her choice.

I turned to Chase and nearly melted at how much his smile widened when he looked at me. “I’ll see you later, I’m going to head into town.”

“Be careful, call if you need anything.” He kissed me in a way that scrambled my brain and made me rethink just how important my errands were. If I didn’t need to fix the front door, I would seriously consider sticking around.

Pulling away with reluctance, I undid the cable from around my ankle and set the board so it was sticking out of the sand. With one last wave goodbye, I ran over to my condo, showered, and changed clothes. Then I bypassed the bottle in the front of the fridge and pulled out a bottled water instead and took a sip. I had a much more intoxicating drug.

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