Page 76 of If You Give an Artist a Killer Muse

But he shakes his head, “That. You don’t have to… You know.” He glances back at me and nods at my hand that is currently wrapping around his fully hard dick.

“Why?” I ask, seriously confused. “Is it because of how big you are? Don’t worry, angel, I don’t have a gag reflex.”

Rurik’s face flushes a deep red.

And then I remember what he had told me before.

“When you said you’re a virgin,” I murmur slowly, “Did you mean you’re a virgin entirely? Like… You’ve also never had a blowjob before?”

He glares but doesn't deny it.

Oh.

Oh.

He is so fucked. By me. He is so going to get fucked by me. Not today, though. I want him to enjoy my selfless act of giving him a blowjob.

Okay, maybe it’s not entirely selfless because I want to see him come undone for me, knowing I did that to him.

“Just relax, okay?” I say, kissing the tip. “Say the safe word, and I’ll stop.”

“Don’t tell me what to fucking do,” His dick twitches. “I… Don’t —”

“If whatever you’re about to say isn’t ‘suck me dry, Briar,’ then I’m gonna need you to shut the fuck up,” I lick the shaft. “And let me take care of you.”

Bitch, you just want to swallow him whole, don’t lie.

Why can’t I want both?

“You don’t have to do this — Fuck!” He gasps, closing his eyes and leaning his head back as my lips wrap around his cock.

I relax my jaw, swirling my tongue around his tip as his length slides down to my throat.

“Briar!” He groans that sounds like he’s in pain.

I look up at him to ensure he’s okay, but I nearly come at the sight before me. His eyes are wide open, and he's staring at me with a wild expression as if I'm a Goddess who has appeared before him.

I’m not going to lie — Normally, I hate giving blowjobs. Almost 98% of the time I’m about to have sex with a guy, I refuse to suck him off. I don’t know where their dicks were. I don’t know how well they clean their dicks. And also… they sometimes smell so weird.

Like stale urine.

Fucking disgusting.

Dicks, overall, are disgusting.

But Rurik?

This blowjob is his first, and I want to please him. Also, he tastes delightful, and his dick is damn magnificent to look at. If his dick were on the menu at a five-diamond restaurant, I would order it in a heartbeat and leave a glowing review.

10/10 would recommend.

Although, I wouldn’t recommend he let others suck him off because then I would have to kill the fuck out of those people, bring them back to life so that I can kill them a second time for even daring to touch what's mine.

What? I'm not ashamed to admit I'm a greedy little bitch when it comes to this man.

Rurik. Is. Mine.

The fingers holding my hair up tighten painfully, but I have a penchant for a bit of pain.

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