We arrive in the clearing where there is a little gazebo that had been built years ago but we have maintained. Her eyes widen slightly as she sees it, looking at me with confusion but I just offer her a small smile. I don’t know if this will be good enough, but I do hope it to be the case. Everything is screaming inside of me that I’m doing right by her even if I’m not a hundred percent certain. I mean honestly, what could be the worst thing that would happen?
“You did this for me?” She asks in awe, looking around, “When did you even have the time to do this?”
“I just wanted to make sure that you would have a beautiful date with me where you would be comfortable and not have pack members staring at you.” I explain to her, leading her inside and letting her sit down, “I’m sorry it’s nothing fancy but I didn’t want things to get spoiled. That wouldn’t be good at all.”
She looks up at me with a big grin and I swear my heart flutters at the sight, knowing this woman has a chokehold on me, “Don’t worry about it, I think this is really sweet and you have really outdone yourself, Lucian. I haven’t had anyone go to this extent to even try to win me over. I don’t think they care.”
“I’m glad that they didn’t because that means you wouldn’t be here with me.” I murmur, dishing out the sandwiches, potato salad, and much more, “It might be selfish of me to say but I’m glad that I did meet you and I’m not keen on sharing you with anyone. If they come anywhere near you, I swear I’d probably try to kill them if I’m being honest. They would be VERY lucky if they got away from me.”
She licks her bottom lip and I smell her arousal, making me almost instantly hard, “I guess it’s a good thing that you managed to find me, isn’t it?”
I don’t know how to think about that because now I just want to jump over and rip that dress off of her body. I hold myself back though, knowing it is not a good idea to do that at all because I might end up scaring her off. I know precisely how she feels in that sense, feeling a bit weird because it is pretty obvious to me where we stand. I don’t know what’ll come from it but I’m trying to figure it out.
I’m going to make her mine one way or another, I don’t care what I have to do.
Chapter Six
Celine
"Lucian.” I murmur softly as we walk into his bedroom, licking my bottom lip as I’m a lot more tempted by something else, “can I talk to you about something?”
He turns to look at me curiously, raising an eyebrow, “Of course, what is going on? What can I help you with?”
“Honestly, I don’t know what is going to happen between us, but I know how I feel.” I end up explaining to him, hoping that something more will come from this, “I’m kind of worried that I might end up losing you and I don’t want that to happen. So… Please make love to me.”
He goes incredibly still, staring at me like I had just grown a second head, “What?”
“I want you to make love to me.” I tell him honestly, unsure of what to expect from his reaction, “I really like you and I want to do this with you… Only if you want to though.”
I don’t know what I’m reading in his eyes but I’m not so sure he is feeling the same way. It is making me feel a little anxious, licking my bottom lip as I have so much to ask him. What he might end up doing to me, I do not know, but when he cups my face in his hands and kisses me, it’s like a burst of everything wells inside of me. I let out a small moan, my body thrumming with life. It’s almost too much, desires raging within me as I try to figure out where to go with this.
He moves us away from the door, shutting it and locking it that way we wouldn’t be disturbed. I’m not so sure what is going through his head, but he is touching me in ways that I have never been touched before and I love it. I’m aching for him, for ALL of him. I don’t know if I’m just feeling this way for what reason or not, but I ache to have him in a way that I have never thought possible.
“I like you.” I confess, seeing how he easily picks me up and carries me over to the bed, “I like you more than I would probably ever be able to admit. I hope you feel the same way.”
I don’t know if he can honestly feel the same way about me since we are definitely testing the patience of one another but when I see how he looks at me, it is almost perfection. I ache for a lot more from him, trying to decide what would end up happening. I’m slightly worried and scared about it, thinking that something more dangerous would end up happening. I suppose it is safe to say that I don’t know a hundred percent how I feel but I’m okay with being his.
Laying me down on the bed, I’m very aware of our predicament and it is making me feel more and more nervous. A desire is welling inside of me, needing so much more from him but I don’t know if I’ll get it. I just want him, that is my biggest thing, and I know the best thing for me to do right now is to just accept it.
“You’re so beautiful.” He murmurs softly in my ear, “I don’t know how I got to be so lucky, but I want you badly.”
“Then take me.” I offer to him, “Make me yours.”
We’re playing a dangerous game and the minute that I feel his hands on my body, it’s almost too much. His fingers caress me, touching me in ways that I would have never deemed possible but I’m enjoying it. I need every part of it. When I feel his lips brushing against mine, I part my lips in acceptance, needing everything else from him.
“You feel so good.” I whimper against his lips, and he presses his hips against mine, showing the hard bulge in his pants all for me, “I want you badly.”
He helps me out of my clothes, tossing it aside like it never meant a damn thing. Maybe it didn’t mean anything, seeing how he just throws them away but I’m okay with it. When I see him, it’s like he is utter perfection and I KNOW the Moon Goddess made no mistake. Licking my bottom lip, I just hope for the best, eager for him to do so much more to me.
I think he is okay with whatever would come from it, not stopping until I am naked beneath him. His clothes are gone one by one until he too is naked beneath me. I nervously gnaw on my bottom lip as I look him up and down, wondering how any man could be so big. It’s kind of scary, worrying about what might end up happening if he pushes inside of me.
Can I even take something like that?
“Don’t worry, it’ll fit.” He assures me, probably having seen the fear on my face, “I would never hurt you, Celine, at least not on purpose.”
I believe him, my heart racing in my chest and I have no clue what to make of everything right now. It’s like he has managed to win me over so easily, and I know there’s no way that I’m going to hold back. Not now, not ever. I just hope he feels the same way. His fingers seek my heat, making me tremble with nerves because I don’t know what’ll come next. I’m slightly worried about what’ll come from it, trying to decide what’ll come from it. I don’t know.
“You’re so wet.” He murmurs huskily, his eyes blazing, “I want you so badly, Celine. Let me have you.”