The instant the words were out, I knew it was a mistake. "That's not what I meant. I…hell, Naya, I fucked a lot of women, okay?"
"Good for you." She rose as if wanting distance for me.
I was fucking this up. I knew it.
"I want to like the woman I have sex with. I…like to know them. But I also like sex, so I prefer to be in a relationship." Did that sound better? It was the truth.
"What if after we have sex, I decide that was it, and I want to have sex with other people?"
I will fucking kill any man who touches you.
"If that's what you want, I won't stand in your way." Like hell, I won't!
"And you won't agree to turn the light off?" she asked again.
"No."
"Now come here." I patted my thigh.
"I'm scared," she admitted.
"I know. But come here anyway."
She waited a moment and came to stand in front of me. I opened my thighs and pulled her in between them. I nuzzled her stomach. I lifted her sweater.
"Take this off."
I didn't wait for her to do as I said; I knew she would. I unbuttoned and unzipped her pants, and they fell on the floor. Her body was strong. Muscular and feminine at the same time. I loved a woman who worked out like she did, with a strong core; it wasn't about being skinny but being powerful.
I fucking loved her abs. I kissed her bare stomach and felt her convulse.
"If I do something that makes you uncomfortable, you have to tell me."
"Everything you're doing is making me uncomfortable."
I gently bit her stomach, and she yelped softly.
Her hands were balled into fists at her side. I opened her hands up and put them on my shoulder.
"Let me rephrase that. If I do anything that hurts, you tell me. If I do anything you don't like, you tell me. If I do something you feel shy about, shut up and let me continue." I looked into her eyes.
"Then…you can continue," she invited a ghost of a smile on her lips.
I went back to nuzzling her stomach, my hands on her thighs, streaking up to the promised land.
"I can smell your arousal."
Her hips shimmied. I watched her as I moved the fabric of her crotch and stroked her pussy. "How long have you been wet, sweetheart."
"Since this morning," she choked out and then moaned when I slid a finger inside her.
I pulled the finger out and licked to taste her. "I want more."
I pulled her panties down, and she balanced herself on my shoulders. As I did, I followed her scent and, using my hands to part her thighs, I did what I'd been wanting to do all fucking day. I finally tasted her pussy. I hummed as I licked her and swirled my tongue around her clitoris.
Her hands moved to my hair, clenching hard.
"You taste so sweet, Naya. Just like roses." I suckled her clitoris and inserted two fingers inside her, wanting to find her G-spot so I could…fucking hell, she was so responsive. Her cunt was clenching my finger tight. It would feel amazing around my cock.