Page 51 of Fearless Sinner

“The other girl with the auburn hair seemed like a good fit, too. I sensed chemistry between you.”

I don’t even remember who that was. “Yeah, maybe.”

Seeing my despondency, he frowns. “Cillian, please get yourself together. This is important. I’m aware you’re thinking of finding someone for six months, but wouldn’t it be great to find someone compatible enough to spend the rest of your life with?”

I feel sorry for him. I can see how badly he wants that for me. He wants me to have what Olivia and Virgo have and what he previously had with his wife, my aunt George Anne. Seamus loved her so much that he never thought to be with another woman after she died. She’s been gone for several years now.

“Don’t worry about me, Uncle. I’ll pick someone and everything will fall into place.”

“I’m hoping for a little more than that. I notice you haven’t spoken about Jessica at all.”

“And I’m not going to.”

“I’m just bringing her up again because you know her. It can be difficult with an arranged marriage to get to know the other person. With her you wouldn’t need to do that.”

“I know. But it’s a no from me when it comes to her. Especially after meeting better choices today.” I say that partly because it’s true and also to humor him.

“Okay. I will speak with her father once you’ve made your choice.”

“Thanks.”

“How about we head out for dinner? I feel like today was a win, and it should be celebrated.”

“Sure, let’s do that.” If nothing else, going out will be a distraction.

We head into the city to our favorite restaurant. It’s French. Seamus has always been obsessed with French food and wine.

We stay there until nightfall then leave.

The moment I’m alone it takes seconds for the image of Chloe’s naked body to re-enter my mind.

By the time I arrive back home I think of how she tasted. I swear that sweetness of her pussy is still in my mouth. So is the image of her lying naked on her bed while I ate out her pussy.

The memory of the glorious sound of pleasure humming from her lips fills my ears and I remember how she looked coming undone in my arms.

As she arched into my face, bowing so far back the moon glistened off her puckered nipples, I think I lost my mind then, too.

Fuck. I‘m so fucking hard my dick is leaking. There’s only one thing I can do to relieve myself.

I head straight to my ensuite, strip off, and enter the shower. I turn the water on cold. It blasts over me and I grab the head of my dick. Then I start pumping and jerking my dick like I’m a fucking teenage boy.

This is the result of my wonderful idea to get just a taste when I wanted so much more.

I wanted to bury myself deep inside her and hear her scream with pleasure when I pounded into her.

I wanted to wrap her legs around my waist, shove her up against the wall, and fuck her raw. I wanted to own her.

On that thought, I blow my load. I come hard but it’s nothing like last night when I took her mouth.

Feeling frustrated, I dip my head, allowing the water to flow over me.

Athair used to say that sometimes I had a bad habit of making things worse.He was fucking right.

There are some women you leave alone.The concept, however, is lost on a devil like me because I’m a selfish bastard who just got his first taste of the forbidden fruit that should be off-limits.

That’s what takes me back to her house two hours later. It’s ten o’clock but Chloe is still not home.

I’m parked across the street in a row of other cars that belong to the neighbors.

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