“I know you are.” I kiss her then, hard and deep, my hands on her body. I cup her ass and squeeze, making her gasp, before my hands slide around the font ofher.
I find heat between her legs, pooling there. She groans as I push her up against the wall, in the shadows of the building. I slide my hand down the front of her jeans and her pussy’s soaking wet already, dripping forme.
“This is why you’re here,” I whisper in her ear as I tease her pussy. “I know what you really want. You don’t give a fuck about anythingelse.”
I press my fingers up deep inside of her, making her moan as I kiss her. I fuck her with my fingers, rough and fast, teasing her clit and working her. She groans but doesn’t fight me as I pull her jeans down further, pushing them around herthighs.
I drop to my knees in front of her and push her panties to the side. I tongue that sweet pussy and start sucking her right there, licking her clit and tasting every bit of her. I love her fucking moans and the way her fingers curl through my hair, tightening andpulling.
I squeeze her ass and push my mouth tighter against her sweet cunt. I want to get her off so fucking badly. This is all so goddamn confusing, angry and intense and I’m so fucking hard I can barely breathe, but I know what I want. I need to get heroff.
“You don’t give a fuck about anything but getting your tight cunt off,” I whisper to her, teasing her pussy. “You know that’strue.”
“No,” she groans. “That’s not true at all. Icare.”
“I don’t give a shit.” I suck and lick her pussy faster and faster, tasting her, pushingher.
There’s nothing but her moans for me now. I don’t need anything else. I slide a finger up inside of her as I suck her clit. I fuck and lick and suck her, making her moans get louder and louder, ringing in my ears, building inintensity.
Her fingers tighten and I can taste her cum. I get her off, relentlessly sucking and licking her, making her moan my name in short, deepgasps.
As she slowly finishes, I stand up. I grab her hair and kiss her, making her taste her own pussy, but she doesn’t mind. In fact, she presses herself tighter againstme.
“You’re wrong about me,” she says softly, pulling her jeansup.
“Maybe,” Isay.
“You are.” She runs her hands through her hair. “You’llsee.”
Without another word, she walks away. I stand there and watch her get into hercar.
I don’t know why I said those things. I don’t believe she’s a bad person. But I can’t let my people get taken advantage of. I need her on our side, and so I have to pushher.
But more than that… I just wanted to rile her up, because she tastes so fucking good when she’s dancing on the edge. She’s so fucking sexy, so goddamn delicious, and I like to push her buttons. She came hard, and it’s all because this thing between us is fucked up, and wrong, but it feels sogood.
11
Amelia
Iknow I’m getting more and more wrapped up in Samuel, and I know that’s amistake.
But I can’t help myself. For the next week, I keep my distance from Samuel, although there are moments, late at night especially, when I want to call him just to hear hisvoice.
Well, maybe just to feel his tongue between my legsagain.
I don’t think I’ve ever gotten off so easily and hard, but Samuel can do that to me. His fingers, his mouth, it’s all exactly what I need. He pushes me so far and takes me over the edge only when he wants me there. It’s intense and incredible and the only thing that really ruins all of this, is the secret I’m carrying around inside ofme.
At work, I try not to think about Samuel’s baby. I try not to think about him being the father at all, but it’s impossible not to. I find myself looking out the window and suddenly I’m thinking about Samuel raising my baby, about a life we can never havetogether.
We’re from two different worlds. We’re on different sides of the negotiation table. It’ll neverwork.
Friday rolls around, faster than I thought it would. I’ve been strong, kept myself from talking to Samuel. As I’m packing to leave, Ingram knocks on my open door and half enters. “Have a second?” heasks.
I nod. “Sure. What’sup?”
He’s kept his distance from me ever since I gave him that contract. I can’t tell if it’s because he’s pissed or what, but I haven’t bothered to care. I’ve been so busy with my other work that I haven’t had the time to think about how hefeels.
“I spoke with the board,” hesays.