Page 33 of The Naughty Virgin

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

Evie

A year later …

Chip slung his arm over my shoulders, almost squashing me.

“Heya, big girl,” he said nuzzling my hair fondly. “Ohhh, you smell good.”

And I smiled wanly. Because we’d both matriculated at State and Chip was my wannabe boyfriend. He wasn’t my boyfriend, I couldn’t go that far and made sure he knew it.

“I can’t Chip,” I’d explained halfheartedly one night. “I just can’t.”

“Is it me?” he’d asked, pained, his hulking form awkward on a small dorm couch. “Is it something I did?”

And I shook my head miserably.

“No, it’s me,” I choked. “I’m just not ready.”

Chip had perked up at that.

“Well no worries, that’s nothing that time can’t fix,” he said eagerly, sitting up straight. “If we hang out a lot together, I’m sure you’ll feel more ready as the year goes by,” he said, a hopeful look in his eyes.

And I couldn’t take the puppydog smile, how his eyes pulled down at the corners. So I nodded silently, unable to explain my feelings, how tangled my thoughts were. Because even though it’s been a year since Stone disappeared, my heart’s still with the alpha male. I think of him every day, my body on fire still, lying alone in my dorm bed, dreaming of the big man, his touch, his caresses.

And there’d been more than one instance when I’d moaned his name in my sleep.

“You say some weird things in your sleep,” my new roomie Cara remarked, shooting me a curious look.

“Oh really?” I asked nonchalantly, my heart thumping. Oh god, hopefully I hadn’t screamed anything like “Fuck me Stone!” or “Stroke me here!”

But Cara shook her head, burying her nose in her book again.

“Yeah, you said the ‘The elevator’s on fire’ or something like that,” she said again, avoiding my eyes. “It was weird.”

I colored. It’d probably been something along the lines of “My body’s on fire,” or “My cunt’s on fire,” but good thing Cara had interpreted it as “elevator.” I prayed that I wouldn’t sleep talk again and give myself away.

But that was the extent of my interaction with Stone these days – all in my dreams. I simply had no idea where he’d disappeared to, our Biology sub had become permanent and I never had a chance to spend another darkened afternoon in the locked classroom again.

Instead, my life was totally mundane. I’d graduated from Spencer and matriculated at State, going through the motions, dutifully attending class, studying, even half-heartedly making friends. But I was so distracted that my new friendships were shallow in nature, the girls were more study buddies or casual acquaintances. My only real friend was still Mindy from back home.

“Hey girl,” I dialed her up. Min had decided to live at home while attending cosmetology school because she wanted to be a make-up artist for celebrities, doing camera-ready contouring and even light Botox. I guess you don’t have to be a doctor to administer that stuff, you can be a licensed aesthetician and Mindy was totally into it.

“Hey girl,” she managed before she was interrupted. “Boomer! Go away!” she screeched before the slam of the door rang out over the receiver.

I sighed. Despite the fact that we’d graduated and I lived in the dorms now, there were some things about life that hadn’t changed at all.

“Heya,” she breathed again, “Sorry about that. What’s new?”

And I sighed.

“School’s okay,” I said listlessly. “I wish I were at home with you.”

“No you don’t,” she said encouragingly. “What, you’re dating Chip McCreighton now right? You should be having a great time at State.”

And I nodded silently, miserable.

“I know I should, but…” my voice trailed off.

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