I pulled a pillow under my head, so I could see what he was doing. His hands slid under me, gripping and kneading my ass. His fingers gently spread my cheeks apart and I held my breath. He didn’t move or say anything for what seemed like ages, but his eyes flared as he looked at me, at the most private parts of me. I’d never felt so completely exposed to another person in my life and it made my blood boil with unexplored desire. Holy shit! Do I have a voyeur kink?
Figuring that out would have to wait though, because all coherent thoughts flew out the window when Jeremy snaked his tongue through my crack. I’d never been on either side of a rim job before, but I was suddenly a fan. A big fan.
Jeremy licked me all over, moaning as if I were the best thing he’d ever tasted. The tip of his tongue dipped in and out of me, loosening me up and driving me closer and closer to the edge. My fists gripped the sheets and my head tossed back and forth on the pillow as he worked a spit-slicked finger inside me. He licked my sac, sucking one of my balls into his mouth and rolling it around with his tongue. He showed the other ball just as much attention while he added another finger inside me.
He reached up with his free hand and grasped my cock in his fist. He pulled it down to his mouth and I bit my lip to keep from screaming as he engulfed the head with his mouth. His tongue teased over the bundle of nerves just beneath the crown until I didn’t think I could take any more. I reached down with both hands and gripped the back of his head and I heard his deep chuckle right before he sucked me into his tight throat.
I felt the head of my cock hit the back of his throat and he swallowed around my girth at the same time his finger hit that magical spot inside me. My back arched off the bed and my body went rigid as a powerful orgasm rushed over me. I heard myself scream his name as wave after wave of ecstasy surged through me.
Jeremy licked me clean of every last drop as I dropped back onto the bed, limp, shaking and gasping for air. My head felt fuzzy as he began placing soft kisses up my body. When we were face-to-face again, he settled his weight onto me, grounding me as I drifted back down to earth. I opened my eyes and saw him staring at me, an affectionate smile on his face.
“That was…Oh, God. I don’t know what it was,” I mumbled, still not able to string all of my thoughts together.
Jeremy chuckled. “Good?” he asked.
I shook my head. “No, that’s not it. It was better than that.”
“Amazing? Incredible? The best you’ve ever had?” he joked.
I ran my thumb along his jaw and gave him a serious look. “It was all of those things and more,” I whispered. He kissed me then and I could taste myself on his tongue. It excited me more than I thought it would, like he had some sort of ownership over me. I definitely have some hidden kinks to explore. My heart beat faster at the thought of exploring those things with him.
“Please, Jeremy. I still want to feel you inside me,” I said.
He kissed me once again and then sat up on his knees and reached across me for the supplies. I ran the palms of my hands over his stomach and chest, reveling in the feel of his powerful muscles and wanting him to unleash some of that power onto me.
He tore the wrapper open and quickly rolled the condom down his still hard cock. I sat up and grabbing the lube from him, poured some into my hand. Jeremy’s mouth formed a perfect circle as I rubbed my slick hand over his cock and I pushed myself up with my other hand and traced the shape of his lips with my tongue.
I lay back down and rubbed some of the lube around my entrance. Jeremy licked his lips as he watched me, clearly liking what he saw. I enjoyed having his eyes on me and I moved my fingers slowly, dipping them in and out of my hole and putting on a show for him.
Eventually, I pushed him too far and he pounced on me with a loud, hungry growl. Jeremy was the strongest, most powerful man I’d ever met and yet it seemed that I held power over him. It was a heady feeling and I loved it. It made me feel like we were equals.
“I can’t wait any longer,” he breathed.
“Do it. I want to feel you stretching me open,” I insisted.
Jeremy visibly shuddered and then he was kneeling between my legs again. I grabbed another pillow and shoved it under my hips as he lined the head of his cock up with my hole. There was a moment when he looked up at me and it was as if we both recognized the importance of what was about to happen. This was more than just a way to get off and we both knew it.
He held my gaze as he began to push into me. I gripped his biceps as I was faced with an intense pressure and burning. My jaw clamped and sweat broke out across my brow as I fought against the pain. It had been a long time since I’d bottomed, and my body needed time to adjust.
Jeremy stilled above me, as patient as ever. “Just breathe through it, baby,” he reminded me.
I felt myself relax with his words and we both breathed a sigh of relief as he slid in the rest of the way. He rocked his hips slowly, melting the pain away and replacing it with pure pleasure. My hands moved to his back and my fingers dug into his skin as the muscles bunched just under the surface. His lips found mine and we shared a long, passionate kiss.
Jeremy paused and lifted one of my legs, hooking it over his shoulder and spreading me wide. When he lunged forward, his cock pushed deeper than before. I stretched my arms above my head and flattened my palms against the headboard, holding myself steady as his cock brushed against my prostate with unerring precision. It was frantic and sweaty, passionate and wild, and I never wanted it to end.
Before long, a second orgasm started to build inside of me and I slid my hand between us, gripping my cock and jerking it up and down. Within seconds, I was teetering on the edge. I looked up at him, biting my lip as I fought to hold back.
“Let go, baby. I’m right behind you,” Jeremy said through gritted teeth.
With that, I let my orgasm take charge and I was sent spiraling through the atmosphere, explosions going off all around me. I forced my eyes open, wanting to see my lover come undone. Sweat was dripping off of Jeremy’s forehead, landing on my chest in big wet drops as he continued to thrust his hips, slamming into me.
I watched as he suddenly stiffened above me and came with his head thrown back and a loud wail tearing from his lips. It was the single most erotic thing I’d ever seen in my life and I wanted to shout out to the entire world that I was the one to make him lose control that way.
Jeremy gently moved my leg, then collapsed on top of me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and shoulders, kissing the top of his head and whispering nonsense to him as he struggled to gain control of his breathing. His arms tightened around my sides, his fingers digging in as if he wanted to hold onto our connection just a little bit longer, the same as me.
After a while, he lifted his head and gave me a sleepy, sated smile. I smiled back at him as I rubbed delicate patterns over his slick back with my fingertips. His eyes flitted over my face and his smile slid away as he stretched up to give me a kiss. I closed my eyes as he stretched further, kissing my eyelids, down my nose and over my cheeks until finally, his lips landed on the scar near my eye.
I squeezed my eyes tight and swallowed around the lump of emotion clogging my throat. Even after everything we’d just done, I’d never been more vulnerable than I was in that moment. In that moment, it wasn’t just my body I was allowing him to see, but rather the darkest recesses of my soul where my deepest heartache lay hidden. Tears leaked out on either side of my eyes, trailing a path down my temples and wetting my hair.
“Shhh,” Jeremy whispered in my ear.
He kissed away my tears and when I opened my eyes, there was no shame or contempt or disgust in his expression. Instead, I saw loyalty and understanding and possibly even love staring back at me. I gathered him up in a tight hug and held onto him, suddenly afraid. I’d never known anyone like him, never dreamed that someone as amazing as him would want to be with me. I hadn’t loved anyone in years, and never in the way I loved Jeremy. That was what terrified me the most because I had no idea how I would survive it if he decided to walk away.
I fell asleep in his arms, with his breath in my ear and his warmth surrounding me. I barely stirred a little while later when he rolled away, disposing of the condom and then pulled me back into his arms, his chest pressed up against my back. My brother visited my dreams that night and, in my dreams, he was smiling, happy that I had found love.