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Jeremy swallowed hard and I watched as his emerald eyes flared then shifted to a dark mossy color. “Are you sure?” His voice was deeper than usual and the gravelly sound of it sent a delicious chill up my spine.

“Yes,” I whispered. He searched my face for a moment. I could tell that he was worried that he might be taking advantage of me after my episode by the lake, but I’d already questioned that myself.

The truth was, I didn’t want to be with him because of what had happened, but rather in spite of it. Somehow, through all the horrors of my past, I’d found someone who brought light and laughter back into my life. It was as if my life had taken a wrong turn all those years ago, veering off course from what it was meant to be. With Jeremy, I felt like I was finally getting back on the right path.

Jeremy still looked hesitant, so I decided to take matters into my own hands. Sitting up, I kicked the covers off and scooted towards the edge of the bed. I glanced up at Jeremy. His head was tilted down, and his eyelids grew heavy as his gaze roamed over my naked body. I shivered at the blatant look of lust in his eyes and it emboldened me.

I took my time looking him over. There were a few scars, silvery in the moonlight, along his chest and arms and I wondered if they were from his time in the Air Force. Instead of taking away from his beauty, they only added to his overall perfection. His broad shoulders boasted a few freckles which led to a smattering of auburn hair on top of firm pecs. His arms were well-defined, corded in sleek muscles under his smooth skin. His waist was narrow with rippling abs and a thin line of hair that disappeared into the white towel around his hips.

My eyes darted to his. He was watching me, waiting to see what I would do next. Patiently letting me be the one to decide what would happen. Holding his stare, I reached for his towel. I watched him inhale sharply and then hold it as I tugged at the material, pulling it away from his body and letting it drop so that it pooled around his feet.

My eyes slid downward, and my mouth watered at the sight of his beautiful cock. It was long and thick and jutted out proudly from his body. The thatch of auburn hair around the base was neatly trimmed and I longed to burrow my face in it, inhaling in his musk. His sac hung heavily between his thighs and pre-cum leaked from his slit.

Desire ripped through me, surprising me with its intensity, and I reached out and wrapped my hand around his shaft. Jeremy groaned above me, spurring me on. Never before had I taken the time to worry about my partner’s pleasure, but I wanted to please Jeremy.

Leaning forward, I swiped my tongue over his slit. Salty goodness coated my tongue and I moaned as I swallowed it. I opened my mouth and sucked the head of his cock into my mouth. Jeremy growled, a low animalistic sound that drove me wild and left me feeling dizzy with lust. I swallowed him down, taking him to the back of my throat in one easy movement.

Jeremy’s hands landed on the back of my head, his fingers gripping my hair gently as he urged me on. I could feel his restraint in the tense coiling of his body, but he let me set the pace, refusing to push me too far. I continued sucking him, my head bobbing up and down and slicking him with my saliva. I didn’t stop until I felt him pushing on my shoulders.

“You have to stop. I won’t last much longer if you keep that up,” he warned.

I gave him a devilish grin, quite pleased with myself. Jeremy shook his head. “You’re going to be trouble, aren’t you?”

I didn’t get a chance to respond before Jeremy leaned down, capturing my mouth in a blistering kiss. Lowering me back onto the bed, he followed me down, covering me with the weight of his body and surrounding me with his warmth. I spread my legs and he settled between my thighs. I moaned as he began trailing kisses down my throat and my eyes rolled back in my head when he latched onto the tender skin of my collarbone and sucked.

My hips jerked up in response and I heard him curse as our cocks thrust together. Liquid heat pooled low in my belly and I wrapped my legs around his waist, locking them in place at the ankles as he ground his erection against my own.

“Do you have supplies?” he breathed into my ear. I stilled in his arms and my legs dropped back down as I let out a frustrated groan.

“I have lube, but no condoms. I’m sorry, I didn’t think about that. I’ve never brought anyone here before,” I explained. Disappointment swept through me and I felt horrible to have gotten us both worked up for nothing.

“It’s okay. I have one in my wallet. Let me go get it,” he said.

He started to pull away but must’ve noticed the look on my face. I knew I had no right to judge anything he did. It wasn’t like I hadn’t been with other men before. Still, it made my stomach hurt to picture him with anyone else. Suddenly his weight was back on me. He bracketed my head with each of his forearms and stared into my eyes, refusing to let me look away, even when I tried.

“Baby, I haven’t been with anyone else in over seven months. I bought a box of condoms after our date. Not that I expected anything from you,” he rushed to assure me. “I was just hopeful.”

I melted at the endearment. He’d called me that before and every time I heard it, it made me feel special, like I held a place in his heart that no one else did. I slid my arms around his neck and brought our foreheads together.

“You don’t need to explain. It just caught me off guard, but you don’t owe me anything. It’s not like we’re exclusive,” I said, the words tasting bitter in my mouth.

Jeremy pulled back, a fierce scowl on his face, but there was also a level of vulnerability I hadn’t seen on him before. “I don’t want to be with anyone else. Do you?” he asked.

“No,” I responded quickly then I let out a sigh. “This is new for me. The friendship and the things I feel when I’m with you, it’s all new for me. But I want to see what happens, with you. I only want you.” It wasn’t quite a declaration of love, but it was scary enough saying that much without revealing just how deep those feelings ran.

Jeremy stared at me for a moment and I saw tenderness in his eyes and something else that had me hoping that maybe he felt the same way. He kissed me sweetly. “I’ll be right back.”

I watched him get up, the taut globes of his ass on full display as he walked away and disappeared into the hallway. Once he was gone, I reached into the drawer beside my bed and pulled out a bottle of lube, setting it on top of the nightstand. He was back a moment later, smiling proudly as he held a condom packet up between two fingers.

I laughed. There was something so familiar and easy about being with Jeremy. Maybe it was because we were friends first or maybe it was just his personality, but either way, he made me feel comfortable and I was able to relax and enjoy the anticipation that was building inside me. He laid the condom next to the lube and climbed back onto the bed.

“Now, where were we?” he teased as he hovered over me.

I grinned up at him. “I think you were about to suck my cock,” I said, saucily.

“Oh, yes! That was it, exactly.” Jeremy nodded eagerly.

There was absolutely no hesitation that time as he bent his head and circled my nipple with his tongue. He continued, licking a warm, wet path down my stomach and around my navel. I was breathing heavily by the time he settled himself between my thighs, the wide expanse of his shoulders forcing my legs further apart.