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It felt different like this – when I was in control of my own mind and body. I still felt like I’d cry if he didn’t fuck me, but I’d survive. It wouldn’t be the end of the world because there was always later.

But I didn’t want to wait for later.

Grabbing the back of his shirt, I gently pulled up and he shifted instantly so I could take it off.

I would never get over what Cas looked like without a shirt on.

His shoulders were massive and his muscles were ridiculously well defined. For fuck sake he had washboard abs and I felt like I didn’t really get to appreciate them the way he deserved the first time I saw him without a shirt on.

I’d been too far gone, drowning in desperation and the burning need of my heat, to really get a good look at him.

He had so many tattoos, but they didn’t cover every inch of his skin in ink. The style was similar to mine even if the theme was different. Each piece complimented the shape of his body, drawing the eye to the strength under the skin instead of covering it up.

Each arm had a sleeve of tattoos that went up to his shoulders, curling around the front and the back, covering his neck right up to the jawline, but the majority of his abdomen and chest was completely empty of ink. Even his back only had two large curving designs that had my mouth watering.

Something about the fact that his neck and arms were fully covered while there was still so much untouched skin really did something to me.

Cas watched as I ran my hands up and over his shoulders to his neck, running my thumb over the piercings that went all the way up his left ear. The right one only had two lobe piercings in contrast but all the black jewelry really added to the harsh line of his jaw.

Full lips softened all those sharp edges – I made sure to memorize the color this time and glitched when I realized they were the same dusky pink as his nipples.

“You’re so beautiful,” I murmured. “But your eyes…your eyes are definitely a work of art.”

He looked up at me like he wanted to fall apart, weeping because I couldn’t stop admiring him, but there was this feral gleam that warned me this gentleness wasn’t going to last long because Cas wanted to devour me.

“You like these pretty eyes so much that maybe I’ll let you have them. Just say you’re mine.”

CHAPTER 26

Lucy

Everything he said and did made me crazy.

Just looking at him made my heart pound, but being able to touch him? My fingers trembled as I carefully took his face in my hands and leaned down, staring into his bright blue eyes and committing this moment to memory.

“I want you,” I whispered against his lips.

He grinned so wide I could see his sharp canines glinting in the sun. “Yeah?”

“Yeah…I do.” I couldn’t help but match his grin. “What are you going to do about it?”

“I’m going to do what I do best.”

Cas moved without warning – one second both his hands were on my ass and the next one of them was wrapped around my throat, squeezing while the other gripped just under my ass cheek to hold me up.

“And what’s that?” I could barely breathe let alone speak, but somehow I managed it.

His hand was so fucking big I could feel his fingers pressing down near both of my entrances. “I’m going to take care of you, Lucy. Every single one of your needs and wants…I’ll do it all. Even when you beg me to stop.”

Oh god, I was in trouble.

But it was the kind of trouble I wanted.

He yanked me forward, lips crashing into mine.

Whatever leash he had snapped and the careful gentleness was gone.

Cas kissed me like a man possessed – licking, biting, sucking on the tip of my tongue.

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