That’s good. I’m pretty proud of myself for coming up with that all on my own.
Then…I fucking freeze.
My fingers hover over the keys, but I can’t seem to get out a single goddamn word.
Why is this so hard for me? It’s a news article for my dad. It’s not like I’m the one running for office. It’s not like I have anything to lose.
Five minutes later, I’ve got one sentence when a response from Mr. Chen pops up at the bottom of my screen.
My eyes skim through it quickly, picking out the words “I’m sorry” and “upcoming wedding.”
I completely forgot Mr. Chen is getting married this summer to the middle school art teacher. I can’t fault him for shooting down my request. He’s got a lot going on.
I slump in my seat in defeat as I rub a hand over my face. That’s two rejections for help today and I’m getting nervous. Maybe I should just tell my dad I’m not equipped for this. I don’t even think it’s the work, but the fear of letting him down by submitting something that isn’t up to par for this type of position. I’m not a professional and I know zilch about what a mayor even does.
Taking a break for a minute, in hopes the creative juices start flowing, I open my SnapTok account, noticing about a hundred new notifications. One in particular stands out. I tap the message and read, an instant smile gracing my face.
CatEyes: Your last video had me rolling LOL. It might tell my age, but I used to be a huge Bon Jovi fan.
Interesting. So, she’s older than me. I’m not sure why, but I’m even more intrigued now.
The video was a good one, though. Me rolling down the street on a skateboard in a 90s outfit while mouthing the words to “Always”.
I shoot her a quick message back.
WildMisfit: I’m glad I could make you smile. What else makes you smile?
Her response is immediate, which surprises me because she usually takes a few hours to read my messages.
CatEyes: Books. I love to read. It’s a nice escape.
WildMisfit: What books do you like?
CatEyes: Mostly historical romance, but I’ll read just about anything as long as there is a happy ending. How about you? What makes you smile?
WildMisfit: Everything. I’m a simple guy who enjoys the simple things in life.
CatEyes: I love that. But I also call bullshit.
I laugh out loud at her message. What’s funny is that she isn’t wrong.
WildMisfit: You just might be right. Can’t say I’m smiling much right now. I’m starting a new project for my dad and I’m second-guessing myself. I’ll probably just throw in the towel and tell him I can’t do it.
CatEyes: Don’t give up so fast. You never know if you don’t try. I believe in you.
Even if she is just a stranger, knowing she believes in me gives me hope.
WildMisfit: I better get back to it. Thanks for the boost of confidence. It means a lot.
CatEyes: Always.
Twenty minutes later, I’ve got a mess of a draft, but I think I have a plan.
My phone buzzes on my desk. Quickly I close my laptop and snatch my phone to read a text message from my brother.
Rome: Heading to Big John’s for pizza. Meet us there.
I don’t even type a response, I just get up and grab my car keys to head out because I’m starving.