Liquid heat ran through her as her own gaze drifted over the sharp angles of his cheekbones, the hard line of his jaw, and the sculpted curves of his mouth. She lifted her free hand to rest against the warm, solid wall of his chest so she could feel the pulse of his heart under her palm. Leaning toward him, she let her head fall back in invitation.
When he went still, she considered rising onto her toes and initiating the kiss herself. With another man, she would have, but the image of the king’s assistant bowing to Gabriel while the head groom led a horse down the street kept her passive.
She nearly swore when Gabriel gave his head a barely perceptible shake and stepped back. “Thank you for allowing me into your home when I was…not at my best.” He gave her a self-deprecating grimace. “I apologize for my condition and the imposition.” He lifted their still-intertwined hands to brush a kiss over her knuckles. The moist whisper of his breath and the pressure of his lips on her skin flung a sparkle of delight up her arm.
Damn. She’d missed her chance to kiss a royal duke.
“You’re welcome here anytime.” She held his gaze while she waited for him to release her hand. Instead, he held on to it as he turned back toward the door, bringing her alongside him.
He pulled open the door and stepped through, finally sliding his fingers from between hers. His gray eyes glinted in the light from her hallway. “I would have liked to stay, but I’m drunk, so it would be wrong. Good night, señorita.”
Gabriel settled into the back of the Mercedes-Benz, the leather seat smooth against his palms.
“The palace, Your Excellency?” Gaspar asked.
“Yes.”
He closed his eyes as unsatisfied lust hummed through his body. The sensation was not unpleasant, and he worked to fan it into a distracting flame.
He had wanted to take Quinn to bed, to draw the sugary citrus scent of her deep into his lungs, to taste her mouth and her arousal, to forget himself in the slow, thorough exploration of her temptingly curvy body. But the decision should be made when both of them were fully aware and present, not when his brain was alcohol-fogged.
On top of that, she worked for Mikel, and she was assigned to Gabriel’s case. He couldn’t be sure if the sex would come out of pity for what he’d been through, or if she might even believe she was obligated to sleep with him because of his power in her world. He didn’t think she would do it just because he was rich or royal since she seemed more put off by that than impressed.
However, she felt the attraction between them too. When she’d leaned into him, her small, warm hand resting over his heart, he’d nearly given in to the temptation of her pillowy bottom lip and smooth, ivory skin, his fingers itching to skim up under her shirt.
What color would her nipples be? Pale or dark? He indulged himself in imagining the undercurves of her breasts resting in his palms while his thumbs played over whichever color the sensitive, pointed tips revealed themselves to be. His cock hardened.
He tried to plunge deeper into his fantasy, but even imagined sex couldn’t shut down the words weaving themselves through his brain.
Maybe you should get a second opinion.
Maybe it’s a trick your brain is playing on you due to the trauma.
Maybe hearing differently isn’t a bad thing.
He didn’t need this when he had finally made the decision to throw himself into working for his uncle. He groaned and slammed his hands against the sides of his head as he tried to stop the echoes of Quinn’s voice.
“Are you all right, Your Excellency? Do you need to stop?” Gaspar’s voice was tight with concern.
“No, I’m fine. I won’t vomit in the car, I promise.” Not that anyone would complain. They would clean up his mess as though it had never existed. Just like they’d handled his ducal duties while he’d played the guitar.
“Very good,” Gaspar said as he steered around the bends of the coast road that climbed to the palace on its high cliff. They were above San Ignacio now, the city lights a spray of brilliance bounded on one side by the sudden darkness of the sea.
No matter how he tried to return to his wet dream of Quinn, Gabriel couldn’t submerge the unwelcome buoyancy her words had evoked. He tried to push it away, but in the dark recesses of his brain now lurked a terrible monster that could rip his heart out again.
Hope.
Chapter 11
“Where’s Mikel?” Quinn asked Emilia as she came out of her boss’s empty office the next morning. “Is Serena all right?”
“Serena is fine, just resting.” Emilia lifted her chin. “El jefe was called to the palace this morning.”
Quinn pressed her lips together to hold back a curse. She wanted to get her confession over and done with before Mikel thought she was hiding something about either Pete or Gabriel. Of course, he probably already knew about Gabriel’s visit since she was pretty sure he got a report on all the movements of the royal family. Still, she adhered to a policy of total transparency with her boss. She didn’t want anything to screw up this job.
She returned to her office and accessed the database of travelers into and out of Caleva, one of the many perks of working for Mikel. She blew out a sigh of relief when she saw her uncle’s name on the passenger list for a flight leaving that afternoon. Assuming he boarded—which she would confirm later—he had kept his word to her. She had set up the transfer of funds to him before she’d come to work, so the shadow of her past would be lifted from her new life.
Until her past caught up with her again.