“Ay, cariño, what would I do without you?” he said, pulling her in closer so his face was pressed against her breasts.
That froze her breath. They would find out the answer to that question all too soon.
Gabriel twined his fingers with Quinn’s as the jet jinked through its usual evasive maneuvers en route to cruising altitude. One particularly abrupt turn sent his stomach sideways while Quinn made a sound somewhere between a moan and a gasp.
“I thought they only did extreme aerobatics when Raul or the king was on board,” she muttered.
“Uncle Luis and Mikel are being cautious with all that has gotten stirred up.” He glanced over to see that she had her eyes closed. Her smooth skin was even paler than usual, making the touch of sunburn on her nose and cheekbones stand out. She said she’d gotten it at the shooting range the day before. The pillowy lower lip he loved so much was flattened into a nervous frown, and her chest rose and fell in quick, panicked breaths beneath her gray T-shirt.
“I guess you don’t like roller coasters,” he said, trying to lighten her mood.
“Hate them,” she gritted out. “Life is scary enough without voluntarily adding to the terror.”
Guilt flashed through him. It was his fault she was white-knuckled with fear. He should have compelled her not to come, except that he needed her beside him to face whatever verdict awaited him in New York.
He was disappointed in all the constraints on the trip, even as he understood the need for them. He had seen the sparkle of excitement in Quinn’s eyes when Gabriel had mentioned sightseeing in the city. She must miss her home country. He couldn’t imagine tearing his roots out of Caleva to go live in a foreign place. But Quinn had said she had no roots, so perhaps it wasn’t as hard for her.
He had also hoped that she might reveal more about herself when she was on her home turf. On Caleva, there was nothing to evoke a memory that might lead to an unguarded comment.
The jet’s nose dipped abruptly, then jerked upward, and Quinn moaned again, making him want to pull her into his lap so he could wrap his arms around her to reassure her.
How could he care about someone so deeply, yet know so little about her? All he really had to base his trust on was that Mikel believed in her. Mikel, though, was not a straightforward person. He saw the world and the people within it in a million shades of gray. Her boss might forgive Quinn some of her shadows if he felt her usefulness outweighed them.
No, Gabriel believed in her too. She had hidden her past, but she had never hidden herself. She gave him honesty, passion, and that blazing intelligence without holding back anything.
The plane stopped its crazed lurching and settled into a smooth, easy ascent.
“Thank God!” Quinn muttered as her grip on his hand loosened. “I’d hate to throw up all over the dragon carpeting.”
Gabriel glanced downward, surprised to see that the carpet under their feet had a subtle pattern of frilled dragons woven into it. “Tío Luis went overboard on the customization, didn’t he?”
“I’m guessing he had a designer,” Quinn said. “I can’t picture him requesting a dragon rug.”
Gabriel grinned. “Don’t underestimate his devotion to the family mythology.”
That got a snort out of her. She let go of his hand to lift her coffee from the cupholder. He flexed his fingers.
“Sorry,” she said, her rueful gaze on his hand. “I hope I didn’t do any damage.”
“It’s completely functional.” He wiggled his fingers.
“I should have remembered that these appendages are too valuable a commodity to treat like normal hands.”
Panic crashed through him, squeezing his lungs. He forced himself to breathe in and out normally. “Their value is still in question,” he managed to say.
“Not to me. I can think of lots of very worthwhile things they do.” She gave him a lascivious look that stirred his cock even though he knew she was trying to take his mind off the audition.
As long as he was playing the guitar, he could focus on the music and shove worries about his future to the back of his mind. Once he fastened the guitar case closed, his mind was free to conjure up Marisela’s imagined look of disgust as he butchered the first piece he’d prepared.
He squeezed his eyes shut as though that could erase the image.
“Gabriel, just picture Marisela Alejo in her underwear.” Quinn’s teasing voice broke his spiral of self-doubt. “No, scratch that. She’s gorgeous, and I’d be jealous.”
“How did you know what I was thinking about?” he asked in astonishment.
“You looked like you were about to throw up, so I figured it was performance anxiety.” She gave him another of her slanting glances of seduction.
“I did not look like I was going to throw up,” he protested with a laugh, even as he wondered.