Page 6 of Sin For Me

Oh my god, he must think this is part of the audition.

It's funny that Tru doesn't think I'm really a virgin. I mean, it makes sense for him to think I'm only acting. If it gets me the job, than I'm for it.

"Thank you for not being upset with me for being a virgin. I know it's not what you wanted, but it's who I am and I'm grateful that you accept me for who I am." I say really playing up the innocent role.

Tru laughs and continues, "I'm glad you're still a virgin. That means I get to train you just the way I want."

"I'm glad you're not upset with me, but I am a little embarrassed."

"Don't be embarrassed. There's nothing to be ashamed of. I'm just happy we can share this experience together."

A deep grunting noise captures my attention, and I realize I'm panting as well. Something about his voice is so intoxicating.

After Tru sighs out he says, "Yeah, that's good enough. Did Sid tell you what we want from you?"

"Not really, I did see some interesting things in the side rooms. I'm not going to have sex for money." I make sure to get that out of the way right away.

"Of course not, that's not the type of establishment we are. You would be working for our online content division."

"Online content division? Wait like porn? I just told you I wasn't going to have sex with anyone. How is making porn any different." Suddenly I'm pissed that he's back there wasting my time.

"No one is telling you that you have to suck or fuck anything. We have people that will pay a lot of money just to see you make yourself orgasm. People will pay money to see you walk around naked in heels. There are people that will pay you to watch them have sex. It's not all dick in pussy." He says and it all sounds pretty ridiculous coming from the garbled voice.

I'm not going to lie and say I'm not interested. I don't know much about sex and I don't know anyone who's going to teach me about it so if this is what Tru is saying this is than I wouldn't mine getting the quick and kinky teaching.

"Can I wear a mask?"

"Absolutely." I can hear his smile through the speaker and part of me is just itching to find out what it looks like in real life.

5

Tru

I don't even know why I hired this girl. She's as green as they come, but when she was showing me how she could play the innocent and naive girl, I really believed it. That's what our video clients want. They want the woman that can make them believe the fantasy.

The minute she started talking, I could tell she was nervous. But she delivered with confidence and conviction. I was impressed.

But she looks so young. Everything about her screams inexperienced. I can't believe I'm even considering this. I need someone who can really sell the fantasy, though. From what she showed me a few minutes ago, she's an excellent actress. Maybe she can learn. I'll give her a chance.

I wonder if she's really as tough as she seems. She has to be, especially if she wants to work here. I can't imagine many people would last more than a day or two in this place if they weren't. She's so different from anyone I've ever met. I can't help but be drawn to her. There's something about her that makes me want to know more. I wonder what her story is. What's she doing here, in this place? There must be a reason.

Now I have to make sure she signs the appropriate paperwork and have her information put into the system, just to make sure she's not underage or anything like that.

I wasn't expecting her to be so small, when I was looking a t her through the blacked out window she looked small, but now that I'm standing behind her, she barely makes up to the center of my chest.

"Britney?" I call out for her, but she doesn't answer.

I call for her again, but there's nothing. That's already a red fucking flag. If she's not answering to the name that she wrote on the paper, that just meant it's not her fucking name.

Why would she do that? It makes me wonder what else she might be lying about. I can't hire her here if she's going to be using a fake name. I move right behind her and say her name again, not necessarily to her but just to see if she'll startle. When she doesn't respond, I decide to touch her shoulder to get her attention. As soon as I touch her, she flinches and jumps up. She looks completely surprised to see me. When she turns her eyes open wide, and she has to crane her neck all the way up like they do in the fucking cartoons. Yeah, I'm freakishly tall I don't really care.

"I'm sorry, I didn't hear you come in," she says. "I was just lost in thought." "That's okay," I say. "But I need to ask you something. Is the name you wrote on your application your real name?" "Of course it is," she says. But she won't meet my gaze and I can tell she's lying. "I'm sorry, but I can't hire you if you're using a fake name. You'll have to leave," I say.

"Wait, okay it's a fake name but I don't go by my real name any longer. It's a long story and I'd rather be called Britney."

I try to be annoyed about the way she's looking at me but if I'm honest something about those big gray eyes and the way her lips sort of tremble as I hover over her entices me.

I was in the room outside of this one when we were conducting the audition so this is the first time she's seen me up close or heard my real voice, "What's the matter, sweet girl? You're looking at me like I'm the monster under your bed." I make fun.

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