Page 14 of A Daddy for Maddy

“Are you sure I’m not a burden?”

“Not at all.”

With a boy to watch while doing my job, things would be busier. But I liked being busy. I liked to keep my mind occupied. It took my thoughts away from boredom, from the vanilla world outside, and from stalkery texts.

Maddy would be just fine. I knew it. And definitely not a burden at all.

9

Maddy

Colin led me through crowds of sweaty, leather-clad and half-naked men to the front of the club. On the way, I couldn’t help but again peek into the open doors in the hall. Amid the flogging and rope play, the nearly naked pets running around, and the men hitched up in slings, I glimpsed a few hard penises and some rounded, hard as rock butts, which I had to admit was kind of exciting.

Colin squeezed my hand. “Can you keep up?”

I nodded, moving faster to stay in motion with his long strides.

When we reached the entrance where we’d first locked eyes, he let go. He leaned down and ran his fingers gently, like feathers, over my forehead.

“Yep, definitely a lump but it’s not getting bigger. It’s a little red. You tell me if you feel dizzy or sick, okay?”

“Yes, sir.” It felt right to call him sir. Like a good thing was happening to me deep inside.

When he took his fingers away, it was as if my skin already missed them.

He grabbed a chair by the check-in desk and brought it right up to the wall behind his post. “You sit right here. And remember, you tell me if you feel at all dizzy or sick, okay?” he repeated.

I nodded.

He then walked over to a guy who was even bigger and taller than he was, but younger, and started talking to him.

I hooked my feet up under the chair and leaned forward. I felt out of place and weird, hugging Kornie against my rainbow t-shirt. Dan had insisted boys and littles were popular here at the club, but I still felt like I didn’t belong. And I knew for sure I was being a burden to the big and strong club bouncer named Colin even though he’d said I wasn’t.

I wondered how long he would want me to stay in the chair so he could keep an eye on me. How long did it take to find out if the lump on your head was anything serious? I wanted to touch it again, but kept my hands locked with Kornie in my lap.

From where I sat and Colin was stationed, I had a great view over a lot of the front part of the club. I could see all the stages and the dance floor and the bar. So many guys in leather. So many men practically making out as they danced. All the things I saw sent little shivers through my body. It was all new and kinky, and I liked it a lot. I wanted to see more.

I watched Colin as he worked. He stood a few feet in front of me keeping an eye on everything while being unobtrusive, his body alert, muscles tensed. At first it seemed like a pretty easy job. But then I realized standing all that time and never letting yourself drift from observing your surroundings had to be hard. My mind wandered so easily. His remained focused.

Colin greeted some people by name as they entered and exited the building, but he never allowed chit-chat. Every few minutes, he turned to look at me, one eyebrow raised.

I felt like he was asking me a question, actually paying attention to me. I nodded to let him know I was okay. My head had stopped throbbing. All I felt now was a little sting at the lump area.

The more I watched Colin, the more I liked what I saw. He was so big compared to me, so strong and sure of himself. His hard looks and seemingly disapproving expressions weren’t as scary when I was closer up to see him. Or maybe he had changed for me?

I responded to his authority in unexpected ways. First, when I came into the club, I had cringed, thinking he thought I was weird and not worthy. But when I’d caught his stare again before going to the littles playroom, it kind of thrilled me. When he’d come to break up the fight and then took me away, I felt a bit special. Now, whenever he looked at me, more things stirred up inside me. I started to feel hot under my skin.

What would it be like to be with this man? I couldn’t help but imagine it. If he was my daddy, wow could he ever make me into a good boy by just a look. I’d be ready to let him lead me anywhere, an easy boy, submissive and obedient.

But I was far too shy to take that fantasy any further.

I realized my eyes were nearly shut and I was rocking forward when a hand came in front of my face. “Maddy. Are you falling asleep?”

I jerked my head back. Colin stood before me; again, that sinister and angular eyebrow rose. His dark eyes glistened.

“I’m awake. I was just thinking.”

“You sure you’re not sleepy or dizzy?” He reached out and brushed his fingers over my forehead, feeling for my bump. They were hot but gentle. My skin tingled at his touch. The skin around the bump was still a little numb, though.

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