Page 101 of My Summer Girl

Licking mine and their shared release off until it tastes simply of them, I pull their softening cock into my mouth and lay my cheek on their hip.

My heart slows, my breathing relaxing as I suckle and sigh. They’re my comfort. My forever. Running their fingers through my hair as best as they can to avoid tangling it, they rub my scalp, petting me.

I can’t help but use them almost as a pacifier, soothing me until my eyes grow heavy. “This summer can never end,” I barely sigh as my body shuts down once more.

Chapter Forty

Vera

Inseparables – Yahritza Y Su Esencia

“Please tell me why this is so hard?” My words are unheard to everyone but Solera Herself. I’m exasperated, needing answers, relief, and to not be so freaking confused all the time.

All night I tossed and turned thinking of what the three of them got up to. In the bond—as new as it is—was filled with pleasure, brimming with the ecstasy they all experienced.

My body felt at boiling point, yet I couldn’t bring myself to seek them out or a release. Part of me wants to be involved, but the other part—stubborn and worried I can’t have it—kept me in my room.

I yell at the sky, at the realm that brings me both peace and sorrow. “Why bring me someone so perfect as Dulce and then give her two other mates?”

Solera hums inside me. She is for you what she is for them.

“I can’t be with Raevar,” I immediately grumble, thinking of my best friend, knowing he’s always been at my side and Solera is making that something that won’t end, even now.

Solera only offers silence, furthering my frustration. “What, silence now? What the fuck has my life become?” Grunting at the continued silence and lack of comfort through the bond I share with this realm, I yell again.

The unintelligible anger leaving my lips has me picking up my axe and throwing it at the already dead stump nearby. Collecting it, I huff out my confusion and inability to truly dissect and experience the emotions riding me.

I toss the axe once more, wanting to chop more wood, but I’ve already gone through all we need for tonight.

“You can’t always run,” Raevar voices, scaring the absolute Hades out of me. Luckily for us both, my hands are empty.

He’s leaning against a zuju tree. It’s massive, green, and the branches sit higher, forcing us to use nets for fruit retrievals. One can’t simply reach for a fruit from it, not unless you’re as giant as Raevar, at the very least.

“Can’t ignore me forever either,” he adds, noting that my mind flitted elsewhere, and not on him, never on him. Staring at him too long causes this fiery feeling to buzz inside of me. It’s tangible, almost little zaps across my skin. It’s never made sense, but it’s confusing and I’ve never allowed myself to truly acknowledge it.

Turning toward him, I’m met with his disarming smirk, and it has me doing a double take.

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