His hand found his dick and he stroked it up and down once, then twice, before squeezing the head. He’d jacked off many times over the years to images of Celia. Those had been chaste compared to what they were now. Now they were filled with all the dirty, sexy things he’d done to her, and the ones he still wanted to do.
At twenty-one, he hadn’t known what he’d liked. At almost thirty, it was different. But, only when it was with Celia. He’d never spanked another woman, or said the things he’d said when he was inside them.
Those were things he only wanted with her.
His cock swelled in his palm as he continued to stroke himself while remembering everything about their time together the past week. It wasn't long before his release was barrelling down on him and he shouted her name as he came all over his hand and stomach.
It wasn’t the same as being with her, but it would have to do until he could convince her that they were supposed to be together.
Hopefully, that was sooner rather than later.
He wasn’t sure how long he would hold out without her in his life.
Chapter 17
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Celia
It was normal to think about a person thousands of times a day. Right?
If it wasn’t, she was in real trouble.
Even more trouble than being in love with a man she couldn't have.
Dropping her head on her desk, she moaned in frustration at her situation. Kyle was everything. In the years since they’d been together, he’d grown into an amazing man. Smart, funny, sexy, but most of all, forgiving.
How was she supposed to hold out against that?
The kicker was that he seemed to want more with her, but she’d shut it down. She’d had to. For
Jasmine’s sake. If they started something and it went sideways, it would break Jasmine’s heart. She already loved him. Celia wouldn’t take that away from her.
It was already her fault that Jasmine had missed out on having a father her whole life.
“You look like a woman in need of a drink.”