Page 81 of My Shy Alpha

“F-fuck - yes!”

My spine shivers as his hands travel to the sensitive spot on my neck, tracing pleading circles to mimic my touch. “Mm,” I hum, licking faster.

“O-Omega–”

I moan against his cock, pumping the rest of the shaft with both hands, but my voice is cut off by the sudden flood of cum in my throat. Doing my best to swallow as he empties himself in bursts, my hips squirm as Noah crumbles over me.

As I struggle to catch my breath, my groin pulses - desperate to trade places with my mouth. Noah lifts my chin, still shuddering as he wipes my lips clean with his big thumb.

“Oh, fuck,” he rasps. “Oh, my sweet Omega...”

But I’m not done with him. I slide my hands up his chest, urging him onto his back. Noah wants to caress me back, but I want this moment to be about him. I gather his hands off my abdomen, taking a second to just stare at him with our fingers locked.

Noah is breathless beneath me. His cheeks are bright red and scent just as urgent. Despite being the top Alpha of all Greenfield Alphas, he’s happily splayed on his back for me. As I straddle him, his breath catches - leftover cum dripping onto his abdomen from his tip.

The condom’s edge peeks from Noah’s pocket, so I grab it before he can put it on. With a hammering heart, I spit into the tip, lubricating it for his pleasure - something I’ve never tried before. My face flushes deep red as Noah watches, wide-eyed. But as I glide it over him, he flexes into my hands, already ready for more. His chest shudders as I massage my spit over his tip in slow circles. Judging by his heavy-lidded eyes, he loves it. My wolf begs me to tease him relentlessly, coating my skin with goosebumps. Since Noah enjoyed it so much a minute ago, I drag my thumbs along the underside of his shaft, kneading it until his lips part and hips lift.

I can’t wait another second. I toss my panties off, leaving me bare and shivering without my mate’s heater of a body pressed to mine. Warming me with his hands, Noah rubs my thighs and back until I’m on fire. My shaking legs drop my wet core over him in a sudden release of tense muscle.

Straddling his hips, I swallow hard. This is it. This is where I top my Alpha mate, just like in the dream.

He’s still catching his breath - fluttering eyelashes taking in every inch of my body above him with soft moans. I weave my fingers into his, coating him with fluid as I drag my wet pussy along his cock. Noah squirms, rolling his head through the leaves as he indulges in my touch.

I can’t get enough of his reaction. Letting out a soft growl, I surprise myself with how wolflike I sound. It breaks my stride, slowing my hips to a stop over him as Noah’s eyes water.

My voice shakes when I see his threatened tears. “Shit, sorry, I got ahead of myself. Are you okay?”

Noah gasps, cradling my head as if he’s stopping it from spinning. “Sweet Omega, I just– I can’t believe how gorgeous you are. Not just your body, but how you’re letting yourself go despite everything you’ve been through. You are so fucking courageous that I’m–” His teal eyes are surrounded by so much red that they appear green, making mine water with them. “I love... seeing your wolf run free. Keep going.”

My heart flips. I lay myself over him to kiss him hard. Is it just me, or was he about to say he loves me? I don’t know how to contain myself.

With a newfound depth to my rocking hips, I purr. Noah’s hands slide up my ass to my lower back, then all the way up to my neck - holding my head with such tenderness that I open my eyes despite our intensive makeout. Noah’s blinks greet me, his body undulating against mine.

“Noah, I–” My throat catches.

Oh, my God. I almost said it. I almost told him I love him.

But he’s right. I never expected to be here. To love again, first of all. But to trust this early, trust my heart, despite how horrifically I’ve been betrayed? I never imagined it would be possible.

I hold his head, beaming at my mate with one thought only. “I love you, Noah.”

Noah whimpers, smashing his lips against mine until my heated grinding mixes with moaning cries. He cuddles me against him, rocking me like I’m precious.

“Aliya, I love you. I love you so much.”

My bottom lip quivers. Nuzzling Noah in gratitude, I’m hungrier than ever to feel him inside me.

“I want you, right this second,” I whisper.

His muscles loosen all at once. Then they tighten twice as hard, squeezing me in his embrace as his lips crash against mine. His flustered scent overwhelms me, stinging my eyes as our heavy makeout morphs into drawn out, passionate cuddling - squeezing every inch of each other’s backs.

I sit up, gazing deep into Noah’s eyes as I line him up to enter me. Noah’s heaving torso tells of the nerves I feel coursing through our bond, but his hands remain stationed on my hips, tracing delicate circles over my hip bones. I ease myself over his tip, watching his expression melt with pleasure. Living it with him.

As I slink lower and lower, I shiver all over with delight. I forgot how thick he was. He’s barely in, but I already feel stuffed. His warmth glazes my insides, sprinkling shivers over my body.

As I ride him with soft, delighted moans, massaging his chest beneath me, it comes from a place of worshiping our bond rather than the dominance Noah saw it as in our shared dream.

My thoughts slip out on their own in soft, pleading whispers. “I want to nurture every piece of you, Alpha.”

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