I squared my shoulders and met his eyes. I blinked, staring up at him, knowing I probably looked like an idiot.
I sure as fuck felt like one.
To my surprise, Noah’s eyes softened, and he huffed out a rough breath. “It doesn’t matter. When are we getting married?”
My eyes widened with shock. “Noah…”
I trailed off because I didn’t know what to say.
It would be so, so easy.
If nothing else, I knew Noah was a man of his word, so I could marry him and allow him to give my baby a life that I could never even have dreamed of.
But it would all be based on a lie.
And that was something I couldn’t allow.
“Alex, whatever happened between us is not important. Not anymore. We have other things to think about it now.”
His expression was blank, unreadable, having retreated to the kind of distance I couldn’t hope to pull off.
I envied him.
Wished that I could detach from my emotions so completely.
But I couldn’t.
“We’ll talk later,” I said.
“No, we won’t,” he responded.
His brows were furrowed, and I could see him digging in.
Getting ready to fight me.
I couldn’t let that happen.
Wasn’t sure that I could withstand him.
“I’m tired,” I said, turning away to break eye contact, knowing it was a defeat but needing whatever distance I could find.
“Sit down,” he responded, his voice soft but his intention clear.
For once, I didn’t have the strength to fight him.
I sat on the couch and couldn’t help but smile as he wrinkled his nose.
“We’re definitely getting rid of this thing now,” he said.
I laughed.
He shook his head.
“We can talk about the couch later. When did you find out?” he asked.
I shrugged. “Today. If you could even say I found out. Aunt Clem actually told me,” I said.
“No surprise there,” Alex said. “So, you don’t know for sure?”