Page 55 of The Boss's Hideaway Baby

Again, Kelsey is quiet for a bit. “That’s where you want to be?”

I know what she’s suggesting. Montauk is where Nathan and I spent that crazy, magical week together. It only seems logical that being back there would make me feel worse.

But I have a suspicion that returning to the scene of the crime will be cathartic in a way. Like exactly what I need in order to let go and move forward with my life.

“Yes.” I nod, even though she can’t see me. “I’m sure.”

“Then go for it. Take some time for yourself. And please, keep me updated. I’m here for you, no matter what.”

“Thanks, Kels.” Gratitude fills me. “I love you.”

“Love you too.”

Hanging up the phone, I sigh deeply. I can’t help but feel a mixture of hope and trepidation, wondering what lies ahead for me and my unborn child.

“All right, Montauk,” I murmur to myself, as I go to pack a bag. “Let’s find some answers.”

CHAPTER 21

NATHAN

The clock ticks closer to the end of the workday, and I find myself lost in the chaos of my thoughts. It’s been almost a month since I last saw Maria, and I’ve never felt so adrift in my life. As I sip my coffee, I glance over at Karen, my new assistant. She’s typing away on her computer, her fingers moving with impressive speed, and I can’t help but feel grateful for her efficiency.

“Hey, Karen.” I put my coffee down and stop in the doorway between my office and hers. “You got everything buttoned up for the week?”

“Sure do!” Her smile is wide and genuine. “Is there anything else you need from me before I head out?”

I shake my head. “No, that’s it. Thanks for all your hard work.”

“Of course! Have a great evening!”

As she gathers her things, I can’t help but think about the woman who used to occupy that desk.

Maria.

The memory of her laugh, the warmth of her presence, and the sadness in her eyes when we parted ways all rush back to me like a tidal wave. If only I’d known that was the last time I would see her…

I wish I could go back in time and shake some sense into myself. Wish I could do things differently.

But I didn’t. I messed up, and this is where I am now.

And Maria?

I have no clue where she is. I assume she’s found another job. Anyone would be lucky to have her.

I haven’t gone by her apartment, even though I’ve thought about doing so only about a hundred times. I know she doesn’t want to see me, though, and so I’ve kept my distance. After the damage I’ve done, at least I can give her the peace of never seeing me again.

With a heavy sigh, I grab my phone and wallet and head out of the building. I’m supposed to attend a party at a members-only private club to celebrate the opening of our new downtown building. It should be a joyous occasion, but all I want to do is slink into a corner and disappear.

As I walk down the block, the sounds of laughter and clinking glasses grow louder, and I mentally prepare myself to put on a brave face. Stepping inside the luxurious club, I’m greeted by a sea of familiar faces and a cacophony of congratulations. I force a smile, nodding and thanking everyone as I make my way through the crowd.

A pretty cocktail waitress appears with a tray full of drinks, and I grab one.

“Anything special I can get you, Mr. Colton?” She looks me up and down in a hungry way.

“No, thank you.” I look away and down half the drink in one gulp. I recognize that look in her eyes. She’s eager for a taste of the man she thinks I am.

But she doesn’t know me. No one here really knows me.

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