Page 51 of Sinful Touch

“Please, I love you, Darlin, and I refuse to fucking live without you, so if you are going to take your life, you have to take mine too,” I say softly and with confidence. I mean every fucking word.

If she is going to kill herself right here, right fucking now, she is going to have to kill me too because, without her, I am dead anyway.

“What?” she asks, looking at me.

“You heard me, Darlin,” I confirm what she believes she heard come out of my mouth.

She takes in a deep breath, the tears rolling down her face as I slowly lower the knife to her side, she releases her hold, and I quickly take the knife and throw it into the tub.

She continues to look at herself in the mirror

“I am ugly; how can you say you love me? Look at me, Jax,” She says with disgust, looking over the bruises Chad gave her.

“I am looking at you, Darlin,” I tell her softly.

She shakes her head lifts her hand and screams punching the mirror, I wrap my arm around her stomach and pull her back into me, I force us both to move back and out of the bathroom. I release my hold on her and force her to turn and face me.

I grab her by the throat and pull her into me, she looks at me her eyes rapidly searching mine.

“I will never let you go,” I tell her.

“Promise?” She begs me.

“I promise,” I whisper.

She keeps her eyes on me as I lean in and gently connect my lips to hers. She leans into me, but before she can melt too much, I pull back, breaking the kiss.

“Bend over the bed,” I demand.

She looks at me as I release my grip on her throat

“Do as you're told, Lil, bend over the fucking bed with your ass in the air,” I demand.

“Yes, Sir.” She whispers as she wipes her tears away and turns around, I watch her back her way over to my bed, she bends over shoving her face into my blanket, her ass in the air for me.

I turn and make my way over to the night table, I open the drawer grab the lube, and plug.

She needs to feel pleasure and pain. She needs to be reminded of who she belongs to.

I can fucking do that; we both need this right now.

I make my way over to her, I look down at her ass hole, the hole that no one has ever touched, it is mine, just like her pussy, her mouth, her entire body, it is fucking mine.

I take the cap off of the lube and squeeze it over her ass, watching it cover her ass, a little overkill, but it won’t hurt anything. I cover the plug with lube as well.

I throw the lube on the bed and walk into her, leaning over her body. I place my lips against her ear. “This is going to be uncomfortable, but I promise I will give you pleasure. Do you trust me, Darlin?"

“Yes, I trust you,” she whispers into the blanket.

I pull back and place my hand on her left butt cheek spreading her cheeks a little more, I place the tip of the plug at her ass, and slowly start to push it in.

Her body tenses for a moment.

“Breathe for me, Darlin, relax,” I tell her, reminding her I am right here. Right fucking here.

She does as she is told, allowing me to push the plug in a little more, then a little more, until only the tip is visible in her ass. I kneel behind her and kiss her ass cheek as I run my two fingers between her folds. She opens her legs wider for me making me smile.

I push in two fingers into her pussy, feeling her walls wrap tightly around them as I start to work her pussy, doing my best to take her mind off of her ass.

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