Page 73 of Sinful Touch

I nod and take a deep breath as they all stand, turn, and walk away. Is it really that simple?

Maybe it is, maybe the outside world is complicated because we make it that way, but here it is very simple.

I am starting to see that maybe I can make the most of being here, maybe I can make some of my fantasies come true.

Chad has no idea just how unsafe he is.

38

Jaxon

3rd Year in Prison

“If You Could Only See” by Tonic

Imake my way down the empty hallway. The guard is at my side; we haven’t said much since he let me out of my cell. Prison has taught me many things, including that when you find the right people, they are loyal to a fucking fault.

This place has brought out a side of me that I never knew was even there, but I guess I shouldn't be surprised. Humans adapt to their environment to survive, and I can say I have done that very well. The outside world continues to move on while I am stuck in here, paying for a crime I did commit.

I will do whatever I need to do to make sure that I get out of here and can start a new and strong life with Lil, a life that has nothing to do with Chad or anything else we have been through. I don't know honestly if she and I will ever be able to fully move on from what has happened, but I do know that it has made us stronger.

The light in Lil’s eyes has dimmed, and I am afraid that I am losing her to herself, which scares the fuck out of me.

I have been planning this for three years, I needed to find a way to make sure that Chad will never forget my face or what he has done to my Liliana. I want him to have to live with it for the rest of his life. I want to make sure that he can never forget, I want to make sure that it consumes him in every way.

He will soon find out that him living is not fucking living, he has no control in this place, no control over when he pisses, what he eats, and who comes to visit him in the middle of the night. Everything he had on the outside is now taken from him, and I will continue to take and take from him until he is nothing but an empty fucking shell wishing for a death that will never come.

He was so obsessed with the idea of getting her on her knees and taking his cock that it became his downfall. He was so obsessed with making sure she submitted to him that he forgot his common fucking sense.

I think it is only fitting that I show him what it is like to be forced to do something you don't want to do.

I think it is only fitting that Chad gains an understanding of what it is like to be forced to your knees for someone.

I think it is only fitting he experiences what it feels like to gag on cock and feel the tears escape his eyes and roll down his face, feeling helpless and powerless.

The guard opens the bathroom door and motions for me to walk inside.

I can hear the grunting sounds, the cries, they have already started to torture him, it is not compared to what I have planned though.

What happens to him tonight will forever be imprinted inside his mind, haunting his dreams, making it impossible for him to sleep, and making him paranoid of everyone around him.

I hear the door shut behind me as I turn the corner and see Chad against the wall. Two men are punching him and talking shit.

From here, I can see that he is bloody, sweaty, and tired.

I slowly make my way over to the wall and lean against it folding my arms over my chest.

All of the men stop and turn and look at me including Chad, there is pleading in his eyes, begging for me to help him, that is never going to happen. He made his bed, now he needs to fucking lay in it.

I gave him three years to get comfortable and think he controls his fate within these walls, and now it is going to be so fucking sweet to rip it away.

“You have 15 minutes,” The guard says as he exits the bathroom.

“That is all we will need,” I whisper back more to myself than to anyone else.

“Do you know what these four men have in common, Chad?” I say looking him over as the two men take a step back, Chad slides down the wall, keeping his eyes on me the entire time as he wipes the blood from the side of his mouth.

I tilt my head to the side, allowing a smile to form across my lips “Let me enlighten you, Chady boy, these four men can not stand men that hurt women.”

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