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A sinful touch that is going to destroy both of us.

A sinful touch that has condemned us both.

I pull back, breaking the kiss, and both of our breathing is unstable. “Let me love you, Darlin. I promise never to hurt you.”

I don't respond. I just lean back in and connect my lips to his.

I pull back this time. He releases his grip on me, grabbing my hand and forcing me away from the wall. We exit the bathroom and head towards my dorm room door.

“Where are we going?”

“Home, “ He says calmly.

He opens the door and forces us both to exit. We head down the hallway and stairs and out of the front doors.

Parked right in front is his bike.

He releases my hand and makes his way over to the bike, grabbing the bike helmet. He turns and hands it to me as if it is the most normal thing in the world to do, I pull it over my head, and Jax gets on the bike and turns it on. I grab onto his shoulders and swing my legs over, wrapping my arms tightly around his waist; he takes off, controlling the bike with one hand and resting the other on my lower thigh, making butterflies swarm in my stomach.

I don't know what he has planned, but whatever it is, I have a feeling it will change everything.

17

Jaxon

“Say My Name” by Nello

Ipull up to the front of my house and turn off my bike. The weather has calmed down, but my heartbeat hasn’t. Things went from zero to fucking a hundred quickly. My head is still spinning, from what happened at the book signing to my finding her on her bathroom floor to the note from Chad.

I wish she would have told me that something was going on with Chad, but at the same time, I don't blame her for keeping her mouth shut. She isn’t stupid, and she knows that I have been with many women; everyone knows that.

But what she doesn’t know, and no one else knows, is that the moment I ran into her in my classroom, that was it for me; I was done for; she has consumed my every thought, action, and emotion. Seeing the look in her eyes at the book signing and her words telling me that she needed to leave, fucking broke me into a million little pieces.

I never want to see her walk away again, I never want to feel the emptiness in my chest that I felt as she left me standing there.

Everything in me told me to chase after her, but once again, my pride got in the way, and look at what almost fucking happened. If anything happens to her because of me, I will never be able to forgive myself.

She is my reason now, she is my everything, and I know I need to fucking show her that she is not like the others. She is different, that she and I together is fucking different.

Lil continues to wrap her arms around my waist. Resting my hand against her arm, I take a deep breath. After tonight, things will be different between us. Tonight, I will not just tell her that I love her, but I will show her with my actions.

The black room is the only way I know how to put her anxiety and doubts at bay. I need her to understand that the black room is the only way I know how to express my feelings for her.

She signed the contract, she told me that she is mine, and tonight I will show her what that statement actually fucking means.

The words from the note Chad left her continued to run over and over again inside my head. I have been watching her so fucking closely, to the point that when she signed the contract and went back to sleep, I put a fucking tracker in her phone, and all of the watching, I never saw Chad coming.

I knew that he hit on her and that she told him no and turned him down I was fucking there in the shadows watching it happen, Chad has also been a fucking playboy, but I never thought he would end up stalking her or leaving her letters.

That means he must have been watching me and her while I was watching her.

The thoughts in my head are dangerous and all fucking consuming.

I don't know how long he has been leaving her letters, I don't know how long he has been trying to steal her from me, but it won’t matter.

He thinks he can do whatever the fuck he wants without consequences. He has no idea what lines I am willing to cross to keep her all to my fucking self.

Lil releases her hold on me and slowly gets off of the bike, I turn and watch her closely as she removes the helmet and sets it on the seat.

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