Page 16 of Room One Hundred and Four: Shock and Awe

When the pulsing stops and Crucify lands gentle kisses along the inside of my thighs, I relax back into the bed. My body feels boneless even as my muscles twitch periodically.

“You good, Siren?”

My head snaps toward Spark and a sadness envelops me to find him still sitting in the chair. Now, at least, his jeans are open, and his cock is jutting from his fly while his hand is wrapped around the base, and he squeezes. It’s nice to know that he’s not unaffected, but everything in me yearns for him to be closer.

I need it.

I need him just as much as I need the other two men surrounding me. I gasp when Crucify releases my nipples from the clamps, but I don’t look away from Spark.

He narrows his eyes as if he’s trying to read my mind. He doesn’t need to.

My voice is soft and gentle, but there’s still a demand in the question that slips from my lips, “Why are you all the way over there?”

His crystal blue eyes are intense as our gazes are locked together. He takes a few deep breaths, but the longer the silence stretches between us, the more it feels like the distance between us is insurmountable.

“I don’t know if I can share you, Navy,” he admits, his jaw clenching as he does. Tears sting the backs of my eyes even though I know I can’t really be upset. I’m going to blame it the high of the orgasm I just experienced. “I want you. I know you’re mine, but the thought of sharing you is like fire in my veins. It’s taking a lot for me not to beat the shit out of my brothers right now.”

Crucify snorts out what sounds like it could be a laugh and Rites scoffs. I study Spark and the way his hands are wrapped around the arm of the chair he’s sitting in. He’s gripping them so tightly that his knuckles are turning white.

It’s clear that he wants me, but is that enough?

Does it even matter?

I sigh and nod slowly. “You can’t share for one night?”

The men around me freeze and the tension mounts. I look between them, unsure of why they seem so pissed, but I’m also a little bit afraid to ask.

I shake off the weird tension and decide to be brave. It took a lot for me to learn how to ask for what I want and need. It hasn’t come easy, that’s for damn sure.

“I want the three of you to fill me,” there’s a plea in my voice.

Spark holds my gaze for a few heartbeats and I’m positive that he’s going to turn me down. Then he stands up, without a single care that his cock is hanging out of the fly of his jeans. My eyes take him in, the hunger in me growing.

He reaches back and pulls his t-shirt off in one fluid motion. I don’t know how guys manage to be so damn hot doing something so simple. It really isn’t fair.

In just a few moments, Spark is completely stripped. I take in the way his muscles pull and stretch, highlighting the tattoos on his torso.

“I’m going to be fucking that delicious ass, Navy,” he growls as he takes a step closer to me. “I hope you can handle me.”

My eyes shoot down to his hard length and I gulp. It won’t be my first time, but he’ll certainly be the largest I’ve ever had in my ass.

But then again, I look at the three men surrounding me, they’re the largest I’ve ever been with period. And there’s three of them.

I should probably be more intimidated than I am. I just know I want them all. Badly.

When I glance at Rites, I wonder aloud, “Are we playing some more?”

He chuckles, the sound throaty and sexy as hell, “I think you’ve had enough for tonight.” I try not to pout, but by the way his lips stretch into a huge grin, I’m not successful. He leans toward me and kisses my forehead, “You did so damn good, Siren,” he murmurs against my skin.

I smile so damn big that my cheeks hurt a little. When I can feel Spark’s presence looming over me, I look at him and sit up, my hands reaching for him. He doesn’t hesitate to grab me and lift me until I’m kneeling on the bed.

There’s an emotion in his eyes that I can’t read, and I whisper, “If you don’t want to do this, I’ll understand.”

I push the disappointment welling up in me away. I won’t beg him more than I already have, and I certainly won’t force him.

All I can do his hope because for some reason, I know being with these three men will change my life, but I need them all for this to work.

CHAPTER 8

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