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I don’t know why voyeurism is so strong in our family, but my cock gets jumpy at the idea of it. I’ve never known Remy to back out of a show, but this might be different for him. These are my brothers, the ones who saw him as an additional family member and my best friend. Will it throw him off to get sexy with me in front of them?

“Where is he?” Dom asks.

“Visiting his dad.” He didn’t want me to go with him because it’s no secret that I dislike his dad, and he didn’t want to deal with my bullshit. Can’t say I blame him, but I need to lock it down because I want to be here for Remy while his dad goes through treatments. He doesn’t need me being a dick. He needs me in his corner, and that’s exactly where I plan to be.

“Tell him to come over after,” Jed says, his eyes drifting down the hall as Laken lets out one of her sexy moans. It’s followed by Kade calling her a bossy bitch.

Zahn: Come to Jed and Kade’s when you’re done. Up for some kinky fuckery?

Rem: On my way.

Chapter 41

In all the times I’ve been around the Dare brothers getting busy, I’ve never actually been in the same room as two guys fucking. But seeing Dom and Liam together, holy shit, it’s fire. Is that what Zahn and I look like? Dom and Zahn look similar, even though Dom is a bit more bulky, and Liam and I are both blond, so maybe we look similar to them while we fuck.

I make a mental note to fuck in front of a mirror sometime. I’m desperate to know what we look like together.

A vague part of my mind is thinking back to the old Remy. The one who would have scoffed at this sausage party. Six guys and only one chick? I would have turned my nose up at it and felt like there was no place for me. But here I am, balls deep in a guy, loving every second of it. I’ve never been with a Dare before Zahn, obviously, but now that I have one as my own, I get to be an active part of their open ways. Life has changed so much in the past little while, and… I kind of love it.

But here’s the weird part. I’m looking at Dom, Jed, and Kade, who all look so similar to Zahn, and while I can appreciate their looks, literally no part of me is attracted to them. Somehow, this bastard I call a best friend tricked my mind into wanting him, and the more I have him, the stronger that desire grows.

I look down at Zahn and wonder if I’ve ever seen anyone as sexy as he is. It’s his appearance and his body, but it’s his energy and personality, too. Like, Gar is hot shit, but I’ve never wanted him like I want Zahn. Gar was a sexy little mystery because I got attracted to him but had no idea why or what to do about him. He was a fantasy and will always remain a weird fantasy, but Zahn is very real. A fantasy come to life, and I can’t remember ever being this attracted to anyone.

Maybe Laken.

I look across the room at her. She’s got Jed behind her and Kade in front of her, and she’s taking them both like a champ, even though I can’t see below her waist. Her body is hot and her eyes are magical, but she’s not… him.

Liam moans and Dom growls. Shivers tingle down my spine as I watch them fuck.

Kade demands and Jed praises. Laken dictates all of it. My stomach clenches.

“Remy.”

And with my name, they all fade away. I look at Zahn, focusing on him because he’s the only one my mind wants to pay attention to in this room full of sex. The tingles and the clenching have nothing on the vibrancy of pure want that one look from Zahn gives me. The heat in my chest radiates straight from my heart like it’s the epicenter of everything I feel for him.

Slowly, I ease out of him. He complains, but when I sink to my knees in front of him on the couch, he licks his lips and watches me and only me. I have all his attention, too.

I thought I might be a bit embarrassed to suck a cock in front of the Dares, but I’m not. Not even a little. Because the Dare family is all about openness, acceptance, respect, and understanding. They’re a family who understands attraction and doesn’t discriminate against feeling it for anyone in any situation. It doesn’t matter that I’ve been Zahn’s straight, lifelong best friend. Because we’re something more now, and this family accepts that without question.

I look up at Zahn, fisting his cock and feeling pretty ravenous to get him back into my mouth. “This our new open-door policy, Zahn?”

He licks his lips and says, “Hope you enjoy being watched, Rem. Because if anyone ever touches you again, I might fucking kill them.”

Yeah, I like that. Confidence blooms in my gut and makes me smirk. When I suck him into my mouth, he moans my name so long and so loud that I know everyone is watching.

Watch me. Fucking bring it on. I’ve never been prouder.

“Uh oh,” Kade says. “Bossy has a new fetish.”

Pretty proud of that, too.

Sitting on the front porch of the Dare house the next morning while Zahn showers before we head to work, I light a cigarette and wait for him in the cold air.

My dad wasn’t an asshole yesterday, which honestly threw me off. He’s been an asshole to me from the moment I started talking, and I’ve never really known any other side of him. He doesn’t hate me, but he sucks at being a dad and doesn’t know how to be anything other than a dick. I dislike him for it, but he’s still my dad. Maybe this sickness and the threat of death changed his tune a bit, but no matter how much he tries to make up for lost time, I don’t know if I have it in me to forgive him. I should so that I don’t carry the burden around forever, but I’m only human.

Regardless of how I feel about him, it’s going to hurt when he dies. Whether from this cancer or later in life, it’ll suck.

“Coffee, Rem?” Rayne walks out the front door with two mugs.

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