I want to join them. Slip my fingers in my pussy and rub my clit until I come.

What if they’re only doing this because I’m asleep? If I reveal to them that I’m awake, they’ll stop. And that’s the last thing I want.

It’s not easy, but I keep my body still. The only thing I can’t control is the flood of desire between my legs. My panties are fucking soaked, watching them like it’s the most normal thing in the world for guys to jerk off in front of each other.

Just when I think it can’t get any harder to control my hands and my quickening breath, Royal slips his hand over Webster’s thigh and takes Webster’s cock in his free hand as Webster leans back with his hands behind his head, thrusting his hips into Royal’s grip.

I can’t breathe as the scene continues to change and Kelly stands in front of Royal, between his legs and Royal sits forward to suck Kelly’s thick cock into his mouth.

Ho.Ly.Shit.

Webster’s inflection in his order for them not to touch me makes so much sense now. They are allowed to touch each other, but not me.

A moan vibrates my throat when I breathe for the first time in at least a minute and all three of them pause and fix their eyes on mine, shut tight again.

“Is she awake?” Kelly asks, his voice is deeper, breathless.

“You awake, little mouse?” Webster asks.

I don’t move, doing my best to keep my breathing even.

They must buy my act, because the next thing I hear is Royal slurping on Kelly’s cock again, at a more rapid pace.

My greedy eyes can’t miss another second. Peeking through my lashes I watch Webster wrap his big hand around Royal’s still locked around Webster’s shaft to guide Royal to start pumping him again before reaching across Royal’s lap to jerk him off now.

My body can’t take it. Even without touching myself, my clit pulses on the edge of orgasm. Clenching my thighs and rolling my hips, I find just enough friction in my sopping slit to push me over the edge.

It’s fucking torture to keep my body from twitching wildly. Somehow I have the quietest, most restrained orgasm of my life while watching the most erotic scene I ever could have imagined.

Not that they would have noticed a little movement from me as each of them grunt and jerk. Webster and Royal coming into each other’s hands and Kelly filling Royal’s mouth until cum dribbles down his chin.

Every way I thought this weekend could go, this never would have made the list. Now that I’ve seen it, I want more. But if they’re worried about how Jake will react to not just one, but all of his friends hooking up with me, this may be all I get of them.

It’s not enough. Somehow I have to convince these guys that they can have me any way they want without losing Jake.

“Cover her up, Kel and carry her back to bed while Roy and I get cleaned up. This never happened. Understood?” Webster says and the other two grunt their agreement, but don’t sound happy about it.

I wish I could see their faces to read their reactions better, but I keep my eyes closed, determined to get away with spying on their most intimate moment that I wasn’t supposed to know started because of me.

“Come on, baby. Time for bed.” Kelly drapes the flannel blanket that was on the back of the couch over me, then picks me up, cradled against his broad muscular chest. His body is so firm and warm, I can’t help nestling tighter against him. “Did you enjoy the show?” He asks and my body goes stiff as a board. “Yeah. I caught you peeking. I don’t think the other two did.”

“I feel like I should apologize, but if I’m being honest, I’m not sorry. That was the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen. I hate that all I got to do was watch.”

“Is that so?”

I nod, trying to keep the blush out of my cheeks. I fail miserably.

“Webster made it pretty clear that’s all we get,” Kelly reminds me.

“Even though you and Royal and I want more?”

Kelly whispers as we pass the bathroom door Royal and Webster shut behind them a few seconds ago, “Don’t let him fool you. Webster wants more too, but he doesn’t want to hurt Jake.”

“Does Jake know the three of you—.”

“Yeah.”

A little shocked, but more than anything I’m proud of my brother having such an open mind about something like polyamory. “Has Jake ever told you guys that I’m off limits?”