“It will fit,” I say, immediately dispelling the fear I see in her eyes.
She doesn’t seem too convinced. “Are you…”
“You’ll see.”
Pulling her to the edge of the bed with me, I go on my knees and begin feasting on her juicy pussy, sucking every drop of her juices until she clenches and cries out my name, begging me to fuck her with my dick.
“I apologize in advance if I’m not able to control myself this first time. I haven’t done it in a long while, but I promise I will make it up to you…” I’m blabbing.
“I don’t care.” She shuts me up with a kiss. “Now, please stop talking and make love to me.”
Chapter Seven
Aurora
I have never burned for any man like I do for Levi right now. Hell, I’ve never gone past first base with the few men I have been with. With them, their touches made me want to puke and run in the opposite direction; it always felt like I had bugs crawling up my body.
But with Levi, it’s different. His every touch sets my body on fire, and I want him to touch me more. The desire I feel inside threatens to consume me if he doesn’t fill me with his length. When I first saw it, I was a little scared that it might not fit, because of how big it is. But right now, I don’t care, as I just want him inside me.
I spread my legs wider, he begins guiding himself inside me, and then he pauses, “I don’t have protection,” he says, his eyes filled with regret. “But I’m clean,’’ he quickly adds. “I haven’t been with any woman since after the war.”
I have no doubt that he’s telling the truth, so I drown out his next words with another kiss. “It’s a good thing you’re clean because I’m clean too, and I’m on the pill,” I say against his lips.
I didn’t know what to expect when I was planning to come here, so I decided to get on the pill.
A smile curls up his lips, adding to his charm, and he resumes guiding himself inside me. “You’re so fucking beautiful,” he growls.
I want to tell him that I find him handsome too, but my words come out as a gasp as he fills me with his cock, a temporary pain searing through me as he tears through my hymen.
We don’t move for a moment, and he stares deeply into my eyes. “Are you all right?” He asks, his voice filled with concern, worry etched on his face. “Did I hurt you?”
“Just a little, but I’m okay now. You can move,” I assure him, wrapping my legs around his waist.
Levi starts moving slowly and cautiously; it’s as if he is trying not to break me.
“Levi, please move faster,” I plead.
Gradually, he picks up pace, each thrust driving me to a place of endless pleasure. I bite my lower lip to prevent myself from crying out loud. From the restraint on his face, I can see he’s trying his best to stop himself from coming too soon.
Soon he picks up pace again, kissing me as he drives deeper, his balls slapping my pussy with every movement. This is so good; way better than I imagined. My whole body convulses as an avalanche of pleasure washes over me.
Levi follows soon, growling out my name as I feel a warm liquid spill inside me and between my thighs. My pussy cries from the loss of contact as he pulls out of me. Levi cradles me in his arms, dropping kisses on my face and shoulders and whispering how sweet and beautiful I am.
As I lay there, enveloped in Levi’s arms, I can’t help but marvel at the sweet sensation coursing through me. It’s as if every nerve in my body is alight with pleasure, a warmth spreading from the tips of my fingers to the depths of my soul. With each gentle caress, each whispered word of affection, I slowly drift off to sleep.
***
The soft light of dawn filters through the curtains as I slowly awaken from my deep slumber. For a moment, I lie there in the quiet stillness, savoring the peacefulness of the morning. But as my senses come to life, I realize that the bed beside me is empty, the warmth of Levi’s presence no longer there to comfort me.
A sudden pang of loneliness grips my heart, and I can’t help but feel a twinge of doubt creeping in. I know Levi must have gone about his morning chores on the farm, tending to the animals and fixing whatever needs fixing. But even so, his absence leaves a void that I struggle to fill.
Was I doing the right thing by being here? Was it foolish to hope for something more, to believe that this could be different from all the disappointments that have plagued my life thus far?
Fear gnaws at the edges of my mind, whispering words of doubt and insecurity. What if this goes wrong, too, just like everything else? My job, my family. What if I’m not enough, not worthy of the love and happiness that I so desperately crave?
With a sigh, I get out of bed. I try to push the thoughts aside and head to my bedroom to shower. When I get to my bedroom I find my phone ringing. I’m surprised to see Emily’s name on the screen. Since I got here, neither she nor Mom has called me.
“Hey, Em,” I answer, trying to sound casual despite the nervous flutter in my stomach.