Page 28 of Shattered Wings

Reaching around, I twist and pull on her nipple, and her hips buck in response. “You better come, Ellie, because I’m not going to last much longer.” Grasping onto her hips in a bruising grip, my speed increases. Sweat coats my skin, and goosebumps pebble on my arms and my breath catches as I fill Ellie full of my come. Rope after rope, it feels like it’s never-ending. Ellie comes with a guttural moan right behind me, milking my cock even more. It feels like another mini orgasm happens, practically sucking my soul out of my body. Leaning my head down onto her back, I pepper it with small kisses, tasting the salty sweetness of her skin. “Holy fuck, Ellie, that was amazing.” Pulling out of her, our combined release pours down her thighs, but I scoop it up and push it back in, right where it belongs.

Ellie turns around to look at me, as I suck one of my fingers into my mouth. Groaning at the taste, I tell her, “See how good we taste together, baby,” as I push my fingers into her mouth. She sucks my fingers like she sucks my cock. Looking up at me, her blue cotton candy spun eyes glow like I’ve never seen them glow before. And when she’s finished sucking, she licks them to make sure she gets every drop.

We both drop onto the bed and she starts giggling like a schoolgirl. The sound of her laughter tugs at the muscle in my chest that I thought died when I lost her. I don’t think I’ve heard her laugh like this in years. It makes me happy to know that I’m the reason for her laughter.

“So…I’m daddy, huh?” She laughs even louder, holding onto her belly. Her laughter is contagious and I can help but to laugh. By the time we’re done, my cheeks hurt from smiling.

“You can be my daddy whenever you want, Lachlan.” She winks at me and then hops up off the bed to go into the bathroom. Her sexy ass sways as she walks away, and my cock twitches again. Down, boy. There will be more time for that later.

When she comes back out of the bathroom, she immediately stops when she sees the look on my face. “I love you, Ellie, so damn much, and that’s why I don’t want to keep secrets from you. You need to know that they found Ben murdered tonight. I know nothing else. All I know is that you’re safe and I’ll make sure it’s that way until my dying day.”

“I know you’ll keep me safe, Lach. After what’s happened to me in the past few months, I really don’t think I need to know anything else right now. My therapist probably wouldn’t think knowing the entire story would be safe to hear when it comes to my mental health, either. Thank you for telling me what you did. I love you, Lachlan.”

“To the fucking moon and back, baby doll. Don’t you ever forget it.” Things can only go up from here. So much has changed in such a short amount of time, but I love the direction our lives are going in.

Illiana

(SIX MONTHS LATER)

“Come on, Lach. I just want you to fuck me already. I’m done with the foreplay. I want you to stuff me full of your cock and come in my pussy. Now be a good boy and do as you’re told.” I’m such a brat, but he loves me.

“I’m going to spank that ass until it’s ten different shades of red in a minute. I get that you’re pregnant and horny, but you better remember whos the one that fucks you, that controls all the orgasms you get. And don’t say anything about using your fingers or toys. You know they can’t do it like me, baby.” He’s so cocky, but so unbelievably sexy. I can’t believe this tattooed god of a man is mine, all freaking mine. Every single day, I wonder how I got so lucky. “Come on, let's lie on the bed for just a bit and then I’ll give you what you want.”

Lach grabs my hand and pulls me towards the bed. I’m only wearing one of his shirts and it rides up, showing my slight bump. For five months, I thought I would be bigger. I was a lot bigger with Blakely when I was this far along. Pulling it up even more, I place my hand on my belly and bask in the feeling of total love and adoration. I’ve never felt this complete in my entire life. I’m just so damn happy.

Lach’s still standing up, staring at me, watching me rub my belly. He’s so happy to be a daddy. He’s been just like a dad to Blake for months. Hell, her whole life really, but I know he’s ecstatic that I’m pregnant. If it was up to him, he’d keep me this way.

He pulls a black permanent marker out of his pants pocket, giving me a small smile. If I didn’t know him so well I wouldn’t be able to tell that he’s nervous. Not really sure what he has to be nervous about right now.

“Want to play a little game with me, baby doll?” He knows that I’m always down for a game or two. So I just smile and shake my head yes. “Actually, you just need to read while I write.” Wait a minute, he’s talking about writing on my skin with the marker.

He writes, “mine” on my upper left thigh. What is this man doing? He’s already claimed me from the inside out. He’s burrowed so deep in my soul that there’s no getting him out, ever.

Then, “I dream of you” across the other. I dream of you too, baby.

Next, “You saved me” on my arm. Oh no! You saved me.

And then, “You are my queen” down my leg. And you’re my king, my love.

And then he hovers over my belly, leans down, and presses a gentle kiss to it. “Illiana, you are my queen, the absolute love of my life. Without you, I am nothing. With you by my side, I know there’s nothing I cannot do. You really saved me, baby. And for that, I will forever be thankful. Getting here wasn’t easy, but I couldn’t imagine doing this with anyone else.” Looking down at my belly, he’s writing something else now. Something…oh God…he’s not writing what I think he is, is he? Damn, he’s going to make me cry. He wrote, “will you marry me?”

When I look up at him, tears are falling from his beautiful green eyes. His tears cause my own to start falling. “Yes, Lachlan, I’ll marry you. Spending eternity by your side wouldn’t be enough time, but I’m willing to try.”

He scoops me up and squeezes me to his chest, careful of the bump. Lach gives me a quick kiss and then drops on one knee. He pulls out a sparkling blue oval halo cut diamond ring on a platinum band. This thing has to be two or three carats. What in the world? “A blue diamond for my blue-eyed girl.”

“I’ll be your blue-eyed girl for the rest of your life, Lach.”

And then he proceeds to give me what I’ve been asking for.

Lachlan and I decided to have a beach day with Blakely today. We didn’t want to stick around the island or Destin because of all the tourists in town. There’s this little town in between Pensacola and Destin, called Navarre. It’s picture perfect. I’ve been craving shaved ice from one of the local businesses too, so it’s perfect. There’s also something else that I’ve been meaning to do. I can’t think of a better time than right now.

There’s a long bridge that takes us over from Navarre to a little island. It’s so damn peaceful. We pass a gas station as we make our way off the bridge. Taking a right at the stop sign just past the gas station, we drive for a few miles. It’s nothing but pure serenity. I wouldn’t mind living here one day.

Further down, there is a pavilion where you can enjoy a picnic while playing in the water. Navarre is a hidden gem, for sure. A few people are scattered here and there, but we will mostly have the beach to ourselves.

Blakely and Lachlan have been chattering away the entire car ride. I’ve been lost in my thoughts, reflecting on all that I’ve lost, but more importantly on what I’ve gained. Yeah, I lost Jaxon, and that broke my heart. But once my memories came back, I realized just how much I’d gained by having him in my life.

There’s something in my pocket that’s been weighing me down. I couldn’t think of a better time than now to get rid of it. I haven’t worn the wedding ring that Jaxon gave me for a long time now. Besides, now I have replaced it with something much more valuable: Lachlan’s heart.

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