“That is an activity we will both enjoy, my Theo.” More snuggly hugs led to him starting to take my clothes off, but honestly, I’d been surprised he’d waited as long as he had. “There are a variety of activities we may enjoy together, provided I understand your limits on public intimacy.”
Oh, warning flags were going off left and right as my shirt and socks came off.
“I…” Shoot. Where was I supposed to start? “Humans have to keep their clothes on in public places. You can’t make me come in the grocery store.”
Even he wasn’t sweet enough to make sure we wouldn’t get arrested.
His thoughtful hum didn’t reassure me that we were on the same page. “I understand the intimacy rules around places of public like the grocery store and the store labeled Walmart.”
While I was wondering why Walmart got an honorable mention in the weird scenario he was planning, I almost missed an important part.
“However, I do not understand how your views on public intimacy change in special places such as clubs and domination-based relationship groups.” He paused to give me time to think as he finished taking my pants off.
It probably took me too long to figure out what he was talking about, but the whole getting me naked while we were talking about sex in the grocery store was distracting.
Special places?
Groups?
Oh.
“Has someone talked to you about BDSM clubs and play parties, Master?” I was glad when he finished getting me naked and he sat me up on his lap again. It felt like a face-to-face kind of conversation, but I was glad I didn’t have to figure out how to explain that.
“Yes.” Running one limb over my head and probably fixing my hair, he seemed relaxed as he fidgeted with me, but I wasn’t sure I was reading him right. “There are places where submissives may be…displayed?”
Okay, that wasn’t the wrong word based on what we were talking about, but I still wasn’t sure I was following the discussion accurately.
“Your limits list indicated approval on a limited basis for those kinds of activities.” Cocking his head, he cupped my cheek. “Please explain.”
Oh wow.
“Um, let me think of where to start.” It wasn’t a question I’d ever thought to have with Jerker, so I wasn’t prepared at all. “First of all, I understand how…I understand that you guys don’t share or anything like that. So you don’t ever have to worry.”
About anything like that.
It must not have been the right place to start, though, because Jerker made soothing sounds and snuggled me close again. He was so worried about me, he started playing with my dick too. “This is not to be a stressful conversation, my Theo. Your ability to give yourself to your mate is not in question.”
It shouldn’t be so easy to distract me but he could give the best hand job ever.
The little nubby things were amazing.
“I…” Shoot. Closing my eyes, I relaxed into him and tried to show him I wasn’t worrying. “I’m not going to be stressed, Master.”
I’d just been a bit nervous.
“Good boy, my Theo.” His tone was happy but still focused on being very soothing. “You have lowered your stress very quickly for your Master.”
Okay, no worrying Master by being worried.
I could do this.
“On my list…On my list, I indicated that under the right conditions, I didn’t mind being displayed.” Yes, that was what he’d called it. “But it’s not something I need. Like cuddling with you and spankings and that kind of stuff…that’s the stuff I need with you, Master.”
Everything else was either cute like being carried or just something that might be fun if we explored it.
Like lightning.
I knew I was being a baby about that but it was fucking electricity.