Page 57 of Forever Always

“Fuck, sorry. Did that hurt you? Maybe we should go to the hospital?”

I kissed him quiet. “I’m fine, butterfly. Just please go easy and maybe don’t sit on me?”

He grinned. “I guess I can manage that, just this once.”

He shifted down, lightly kissing my stomach as he did.

He lingered over the bruising along my side. “I hate that he did this to you again and I wasn’t fuckin’ there.”

I brushed Ri’s cheek with my thumb. “We’re not talkin’ bout that now. You did what you felt you had to do. I ain’t upset with you. And I’m glad you weren’t fuckin’ there. Let’s focus on right now please.”

He nodded, his eyes still too serious. Riley’s lips grazed over the bruises with a featherlight touch. I shivered. When he reached the edge of my sweatpants, he paused again.

“Riley, please.” I wasn’t above begging if it would get him to keep going.

He pushed down my pants. We both quickly got naked after that. This wasn’t about the foreplay. I needed to stop thinking so badly, and Ri understood.

He leaned over me and quickly grabbed the lube out of the drawer, and then his fingers brushed over the tip of my dick. “Just gettin' you relaxed,” he mumbled. He poured some lube in his hand and watched me carefully as he touched me, as if he was waiting for me to stop him. I didn’t. One day really soon, I’d want his mouth on me, but I was too antsy for that today.

I’d been soft when we’d started, but a few minutes with Ri’s hand and I started to harden. All his concentration was on my dick, like it was some major problem to solve. His tongue even stuck out between his teeth, something that happened when he was thinking hard.

“Will you be okay on your back? With your ribs? Or would you be better on your stomach? Or even side”

I thought about it. It might be better, but then I wouldn’t be able to see Riley’s face.

Somehow, Ri seemed to understand my fears. “I, um, I can keep talkin’ the entire time if it makes it easier for you. You’ll always know it’s me and that I’m here.”

I took a deep, shuddery breath, suddenly overcome with such a wave of affection. How the fuck did I get so lucky? My father probably only did one good thing in his fuckin’ life, and it was bringing Riley and his mom into our lives. No matter what else, I’d always be thankful for that at least.

“Can we try the side?”

Riley swallowed, looking determined as fuck. Yeah, this was so sexy . . . not. But then he kissed the inside of my thigh, and I lost all train of thought.

One I was settled, Riley came behind me, spooning me. His cock brushed against my hole. I waited to see if I’d tense, but I didn’t. This was Riley. His vanilla scent was strong, and his arms were secure around me. His lips touched my back, reminding me in every way that this was Riley. I relaxed.

We stayed just like that for a ridiculously long time. Riley would move every few seconds, jand just drag his dick up along my crease and do nothing else. I knew he was trying to get me comfortable and make sure I wasn’t hurting, but it was driving me crazy, my cock harder than I’d seen it in a long time.

“Butterfly,” I groaned, and pushed up against him. “I’m good. I’m gonna fuckin’ lose it if you don’t do somethin’ soon.”

Teeth bit into my skin. “Well, ‘scuse me for makin’ sure you’re comfortable.”

I laughed as I heard the lube bottle snap open.

I braced myself, waiting for his touch, but instead he leaned over me, careful not to touch my side. “Remember, it’s me, your butterfly. I’m right here. And if you need me to stop, tell me.”

“I know. I will. I’m good, butterfly. I swear it.”

“Okay. I’m gonna stretch you now. A lot. It’s my first time too and I wanna make it feel good. So be patient and don’t complain.”

“Yes, sir,” I snarked. He bit my shoulder again.

“Asshole.” But then he parted my cheeks and something cold and wet touched my hole as Riley’s fingertip pressed up against the entrance.

“Okay . . . I got this.” He whispered to himself. I grinned.

“Yes, you do, butterfly. I trust you.”

It was what he needed to hear, and then all I felt was a slight burn as his fingertip pushed in past the entrance.

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