Hadria

I'm furious, fucking incandescent with rage, but I can't let Aurora see. I don't want her to think I'm angry at her, when I'm angry at myself.

I take her back to my bedroom, where I look at the angry red cut running down her forearm, and think about all the ways I plan to make Nero suffer for this.

"Hadria," she says, touching my face to get my attention. "Hey. I'm fine."

"You're not fine," I snap, and then take a breath. "Sorry. But you're clearly not fine."

"I'm alive and well, which is more than I can say for that Diesel guy. Lyssa was…" She trails off, eyes wide when I glance up at her face. "She moves so fast," she says helplessly. "I could never move like that."

"She is the best of us," I agree, bandaging up her arm again. "Are you in pain? Do you want something to take the edge off?"

"Yeah. I'd very much like something to take the edge off."

I'm scrabbling through the various pills in my medicine cabinet when she replies, and I have to stop and look at her to make sure I read her tone right. "What exactly are you?—"

"Sex," she says firmly. "Please, Hadria. I'm all wound up. And it's not that watching—that—what Lyssa did—got me hot, but I…"

She trails off, biting her lip, and her eyes drop.

"You have all that adrenaline still pumping through your body with nowhere to go," I say gently, taking her hands in mine. "It's perfectly natural."

Also perfectly natural that I should want to wreck her right now, I tell myself, though I think it comes from a much darker place. I want to drive her out of her mind for an hour or two, make her forget this terrible thing.

Make her remember who she belongs to. She's not my captive anymore, but my God…I still want to know that I have her completely.

"Please," she whispers, looking up at me. "Could we…?"

I don't bother with words. I just dive in for the softest, sweetest, tenderest kiss I can manage right now, with all this hot need coursing through me, my tongue caressing her lips gently as I pull her up and guide her out of the bathroom, back into the bedroom. She whimpers into my mouth, a vibration against my lips.

"How do you want me?" I ask. "If you need me kind and comforting, I can do that."

"I don't want you kind and comforting," she tells me, husky with desire. "I want to know I'm the one who makes you lose control."

Her words ignite the fuse of my lust. I growl, unable to contain the sound, and I pin her against the wall, roughly taking her mouth in a bruising kiss. Her hands claw at my back, fingernails digging into my back as her normally sweet mouth turns sharp with desire. I strip her fast, let her strip me, and then I know exactly what I want to do. "I'm going to fuck you," I tell her. "Fuck you hard and fast, fill you up completely. Would you like that?"

"Yes," she gasps out.

"Then give me a minute. Go bend over the bed, face down, and get that sweet little pussy wet and ready for me." I watch as she obeys, while I rummage around in one of my drawers. "Spread your legs," I call over. "Let me see you playing with yourself." I keep my eyes on her as I slip my legs into the harness of my strap-on, getting it securely in place. I can feel the cold, hard length between my legs, pressing insistently back against my own sex as I adjust it, looking at Aurora's fingers as they work over her cunt. I come around the other side of the bed so she can see what I'm wearing, and enjoy the way her eyes go wide. "What do you think?" I ask, stroking the dildo as though it were my own flesh. "Do you like what you see?"

"Yesss…" Her response is a sibilant hiss, shaking with so much need that I waste no more time. I'm in the zone now, my senses heightened by my anger and my lust. I grab a bottle of lube from the nightstand, slicking up my fingers as I approach Aurora from behind. She's breathing heavily as I bend over her to push her hair aside and press a kiss to her neck, tasting her skin there.

"I'm going to enjoy fucking you," I murmur against her. My middle finger slides into her slick heat without hesitation, and she gasps softly. "Feels good, doesn't it?" I whisper, pressing another kiss to her spine as I thrust my finger deeper inside her. "You're so tight around me. Imagine how my cock will feel inside you."

The wet squelching sound of the lube only fires my blood more as I add another finger and then a third, stretching Aurora wider. Her whimpers grow louder as she starts to fuck back onto my hand, clutching the sheets beneath her. I hear her breath hitch as I remove my fingers and line up the head of the toy instead, butting it against her clit. She groans, arching her back, inviting me in.

"Hadria," she pleads. "Please…give it to me."

I let the thick tip of the dildo press into her entrance, holding her still with a hand in the small of her back. "You lie there and take it," I tell her. "I'm in control. You take what I give you. Understand?"

"Yeah," she gasps.

I press in a little further, pulling her ass open too so I can feast my eyes on her pretty pink asshole as I breach her body. And then, with a final shove, I thrust home, sheathing the fuck toy in her welcoming cunt. "Good girl," I breathe. "Oh, you're taking it beautifully." I start to move in and out of her gently at first, teasing us both as I watch her reflection in the mirror across from us, seeing not only how she cedes all control but also how much she wants this. "That's it," I murmur. "Take it, darling. Take it all."

Her body spasms around as I pick up speed and depth, thrusting into her over and over again until we find the perfect rhythm. My thighs slap against her rounded asscheeks as I pound into her, letting the dildo work against my clit as I fuck her, sweat starting to bead on my skin under the leather straps.

But I want more. I want her completely full of me, with no room for any other thoughts in her head. I reach under to dip my fingers into my cunt as I fuck her, get them nice and soaked, and then I lean forward, tapping against her lips. "Open up." Her lips part at once, and I shove my wet fingers into her mouth. She takes them gladly, sucking and swallowing hungrily, moaning around them. I watch her in the mirror as I slam into her harder and faster, feeling my climax building unbearably quickly. "That's it," I whisper, grinding my hips against her ass cheeks, feeling the dildo inside her grind against my clit. "Take my cock...take all of it."