Page 70 of Pucking Revenge

Lennox and I have a busy day planned. While I typically enjoy having a quiet day at home after a Saturday game, I need the time with my best friend so that I can get my head screwed on straight when it comes to Brooks.

Last night threw me. Even more than the night before. The orgasm delivered by Brooks fucked with me, that’s a given, and I’ve been aching for him to touch me again.

But when he kissed me in front of the press? When he claimed me in public and in private? My world flipped upside down, and it still hasn’t righted itself.

I feel like I’m floating. My stomach has flipped more in the last twelve hours than it did when I spent the day riding roller coasters as a teenager. My heart skips a beat when I so much as think his name, let alone remember the way he smiled as he said “just one more” before he kissed me again.

Butterflies. That’s what Brooks Langfield gives me. Fucking kaleidoscopes of butterflies.

Thirty minutes later, we’re dressed in jeans and sweaters and heading into the bakery to grab goodies to bring to the hospital.

“Extra pink ones, please,” I remind the woman behind the counter.

“Josie’s favorite,” Ava says softly, a wistful smile on her face. “I brought her chocolate the other day. You should have seen the way her face fell. Won’t be doing that again.”

I laugh, and my heart tugs at the thought of her trying to hide her disappointment.

Josie is all feisty sweetness. Her personality is a contradiction to the frail body she’s trapped inside. God, what I’d do to see her outside those hospital walls, running and playing like other kids her age.

My brother has spent more than his fair share of time in a hospital bed, and every time he’s admitted, it breaks my heart, but Josie’s always stuck inside those beige hospital walls. The bland canvas depresses me within minutes each time I visit her. I can’t imagine being a virtual prisoner inside them. It’s why we brighten her room in any way we can as often as we can. Ava gets over there more often than me because I travel with the team, and the heartache of Josie’s situation hits her the hardest.

“You sure she won’t mind if I come with you?” Lennox is loaded down with a cardboard drink tote filled with hot coffee and a bag of snacks for the nurses.

We’ve got donuts and hot chocolate for all the kids on the peds floor, and a special pink donut for our Josie girl.

Ava snorts, her red hair swinging as she tosses her head back. “She’ll have you roped into bringing her treats for the next year.” With a hum, she eyes Lennox’s black boots with the red heel. “Actually, she’ll probably ask for something with a little sparkle from you.”

I grin. Josie does love sparkles.

We deliver the coffee and treats to the nurses’ station in the peds unit. A group of them, all dressed in pastel scrubs with animals printed on them, are chatting and working on charts, but they light up when we approach. Ava’s the regular here, but she includes me in her Sunday tradition as often as I can make it happen.

When Gavin discovered her visits, he insisted we use the Bolts’ expense account to spoil the kids and the nurses. He’s one of the good ones.

All the Langfield men are.

And now I’m back to thinking about Brooks. So much for this distraction.

“She’s having a good day,” Maria says as she takes the donut boxes from Ava. Maria has been taking care of Josie since the day she was admitted.

When she was diagnosed with Hodgkin’s Lymphoma at the age of four, she was living with a foster family. The diagnosis is a serious one, though her chances of survival are high. From what I’ve been told, her foster parents had plans to adopt her. Yet after she arrived, they only visited once, then they vanished.

I can’t imagine the emotional damage that must have done to the sweet thing. To not only be poked and prodded and forced to take medication that makes her feel terrible, but to then have the only parents she’s ever known walk out? It’s inconceivable.

Ava met her shortly after she started treatment. She planned a charity event over Christmas for the Bolts and spent a good deal of time here then. She’s been coming back weekly for the ten months since. For the last few months, I’ve joined her as often as I can.

“Any word from the social worker?” Ava asks.

Maria shakes her head and frowns, her wrinkles deepening. “Not easy to place a sick child.”

Ava squeezes her fists at her sides and lets out a sharp breath through her nose. She loves coming to see Josie, but each visit breaks her a little more.

I hand off the hot chocolate to Lennox and wrap my arm around her shoulder, then I lead my friend in to see the little girl we’re all in love with.

“I need your help.”

Ava is always quiet after leaving Josie, so I suggested brunch and mimosas at Lucy’s. It’s a hipster spot in the Seaport district. It’s also near the outdoor shops at Faneuil Hall, which is where we’re headed next.

“Anything, babe,” Lennox says, bringing her mimosa to her lips.

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