Page 22 of Sweet Poison

Good God. He was only partially inside me, but it felt like a thick, deep intrusion. Painful and not pleasurable at all. My thighs were spread wide, but my body was distressed. How would all of him fit? Suddenly, I felt tiny and helpless under his big powerful body.

I must have whimpered because he paused.

Dipping his head down, he murmured, ‘It’s OK. Just relax. It won’t hurt in a while.’

He looked down at me almost intently, while his hands stroked my body, soothing and calming me. Then his tongue entered my mouth and my fear faded almost instantly. The kiss was hard, demanding and fiery and I became lost in it. I sensed my body supplicating to his, my legs spreading even further apart. His mouth was locked on mine. I was vaguely aware of the turgid shaft slowly working deeper and deeper into me with each gentle thrust. Slowly but surely, he was travelling into the depths of my body.

I sucked his tongue blindly. Nothing else existed but us and what he was doing to my body. When he tried to pull away I moaned into his dominating mouth. My walls gripped him and sucked him in like a glove.

"Ahhh," I moaned.

"Damn … You're so fucking tight," he growled.

I couldn’t think or speak. All I did was tremble and writhe helplessly as he moved inch by inch into me. I loved that he went so slow and gave me time to accommodate his length and fullness, but I could hardly wait for the time when he would go hard and fast. My body pulsed around him. When he reached the hilt, he stopped. We stayed that way for a while, basking in each other, holding each other tight. I cherished every moment of it.

Truly, this man could not be any more perfect, and as I leaned up to take his dark, hardened nipple into my mouth, it saddened me once again that our time together would be so brief.

Now, I wished I had taken the time to get to know him better in the bar. Taken the time to, at the very least, ask where he had come from so that I could know if there was even the ghost of a chance I could get to have another night with him.

It was all I could think about as I kissed his body.

"Oh!" I trembled when his hips began to move. My veins felt as if they had been turned into electric wires with currents of exquisite pleasure running through them. I’d never dreamed one could feel like this, more so with a complete stranger. I knew now without a shadow of a doubt that my attraction to him from the get-go had not been a fluke. We had connected in a way that was rare, and as he thrust into me with a steady rhythm, I knew that I was having an experience that I would remember for the rest of my life.

He leaned forward to suck on my nipples. It heightened my pleasure, and pretty soon I was lost to the exquisite pleasure of it all. His rhythm and angle changed again. The head of his cock rammed into one spot over and over again. I was sure I was going to lose my mind. I lost control of my breathing first. It came in sporadic bursts. Then all I could do was chase. Something was waiting. Just out of reach. I chased it with greater and greater intensity, more and more until I was crying out. I reminded myself to keep quiet, to control my reaction, but I couldn’t. It began from the place where we were joined, then it was spilling down to the sheets. I was unraveling into red-hot bursts of nothingness.

All I could hear were the parched cries coming from my throat as he went even faster into me, my nails dug into his skin, refusing to let go. As his cock milked me of every ounce of pleasure inside of me, he lost control too. Deep inside me, I could feel the vibrations from his roar. His twisted, straining face was something to watch, his eyes appeared like chips of ice in clear water, and that made him even more beautiful. I could feel his chest heaving beneath my hands and his almost brutal grip against my sides.

“Noooo …” I cried and clutching his body, choked on sobs when the wonderful sensations started to lessen and ebb away.

“Shh … it’s okay,” he soothed, and licked into my mouth as though our bodies were one, and at that moment, I was convinced I was so connected to him I didn’t know where he started and I ended.

I threw my arms around his neck. If only this moment could last forever. I could die in this moment, and I’d have no regrets. To think this was what I had been avoiding for so long?

"Oh, Cole," I whispered huskily. “That was so indescribably beautiful.”

Chapter 12

Montana

I didn’t mean to, but I was so spent, so utterly exhausted I must have fallen asleep.

When I woke up I was in darkness, but I didn’t need time to acclimatize. I knew exactly where I was and who I was lying next to. Slowly, I turned my head and I saw that he was lying on his side facing me.

My God! He was heartbreakingly beautiful when he slept. With that strange tension and hidden brokenness gone, he looked like an angel. A sleeping angel.

I wanted to touch his skin, I wanted to take a picture, but I didn’t want to wake him up.

Instead, I took a mental photograph. Forever, I would remember him like this. Without cares, without sadness. Just an angelic being sleeping next to me.

I knew I had to go. My friends were waiting for me.

Very carefully, without disturbing him, I slipped out of bed. I found my phone. Wow! It was already 3.00 in the morning. Quickly, I sent a text to Natalie to tell her I was done. After I got dressed, I found the hotel notepaper, wrote my number on it, drew a little love heart next to it, and left the note on the bedside table.

The truth was I didn’t want to leave.

I wanted to text Natalie and tell her to leave without me, I’d find my own way back home, but I knew Natalie would die first before she left without me. Anyway, I had a Church date with my dad.

I took one last look at him before I picked up my shoes and crept out of the room. There was no one about in the corridor. I hurried down the stairs. There was a middle-aged man sitting at the reception desk and I should have felt shame, but I felt none. No one and nothing could ever make me regret what I did last night. It was beautiful. Totally, absolutely, and wonderfully so.

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