Page 28 of Knot My Only Fan

I should tell Stanton. He feels as close as a pack mate would to me, but we never committed to a pack because he likes to fuck around... and I don’t.

But can I get an omega through her heat? I promised her I will, but in reality I’ve never done it before and I haven’t had sex for quite a while.

Will that help me, though?

Or hinder me.

Luckily, I’m super fit and have the stamina of a horse.

You also have a hockey match on Friday night.

Me: I want to help you.

Scarlett: ...

Scarlett: ...

I stare ahead while I wait for her to reply.

I type out a quick message.

Me: Don’t worry, I don’t want an omega. I know you don’t want an alpha. This is purely about your heat.

I don’t know why I want her so much. I normally only want to watch her. I might be a little obsessed with her, but this heat will help me get over whatever is going on in my head. And if it doesn’t, I’ll set up a new account and watch her on OmegaFans.

I get everything I want that way.

Because I quite like being a voyeur.

Her voyeur.

I also like there are no strings attached, because I certainly don’t want a needy omega. Not when I know I can’t give her the attention she’ll crave.

So why do I want her heat so badly?

Scarlett: Thank you. I was wondering how to say the same thing.

I exhale deeply.

We want the same outcome. To walk away from each other once the deed is over.

I can do that.

I hope she really can, and it’s not a lie she is giving me in order for me to agree.

You’re the one contacting her about this. You’re the one telling her you can do this for her.

Scarlett: And can you be here soon?

Oh dammit. Do I tell her I’m over two hours away, possibly three with traffic once the plane lands?

Me: Yes, let me know the name of the hotel.

After she tells me the details and her room number, I go back to my seat.

She sends another text fifteen minutes later, telling me her heat is coming on faster than she wanted. She’s already gotten herself off too many times for her to remember.

“What the fuck?” Xander grunts. I glance in his direction as he glares at his cell.

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