I don’t know if I’ve been close to anyone.
Definitely not my mother.
She’s somewhere with a glass in hand, crying fake tears, looking for her next money man.
I’m not looking anywhere.
But not looking anywhere means you are looking somewhere.
I see him on the other side of the funeral.
For a moment I actually lose my breath.
The man from so many pictures is here.
My father’s best friend.
The man I’ve secretly had a crush on…
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The Whole “More Information” Thing… With a Side of Eye Fucking
ELLIS
There has always been a group of us.
I can list you the names, but that doesn’t matter right now.
In some somber way, the list keeps growing shorter.
Not in a quick timespan.
It was Hux who got us all together.
A lifetime ago in a sense.
He got us together and then bound us together when he suckered every one of us into investing in a crazy idea he had.
Yet the first time there was a hiccup in his business plan, what did he do?
He killed himself.
I look down at my right wrist.
I wear a gold watch worth thirty grand.
Why?
I don’t really fucking know why.
I just do it.
I don’t care whether people know I’m rich or not.
I reach for the watch and pull at the band so I can see the tattoo on my wrist.
That’s when I hear someone say my name.