He grins, and I can practically feel our chests exploding together.
“So, what’s next?” I tease, since the answer is completely obvious as he grows hard again between my legs.
“Well,” he says, placing his hands back on my hips. “For one, we can get you off birth control, so we can give Lucy a sibling. That was what she wished for tonight, you know?”
My heart melts. “I don’t think you’re supposed to tell me that. It might not come true now.”
Lincoln’s brows raise and he flips me over, so I’m flat on my back and his mouth slides to my ear. “Oh, it’s going to come true.” He presses himself deeply inside of me. “I’ll make sure of it, Evie Girl.”
EPILOGUE
EVELYN REED, ONE YEAR LATER
We Are All Fireflies
by Foster Pruitt
We are all fireflies roaming through the sky
We seek a mate to call our own until the day we die
Our sparkling light shining ever so bright
in a nighttime serenade
All except the femme fatale whose clever plan,
a charade
She’s a black widow of the firefly world
who returns a mating call
With a deceptive glance she holds her stance,
in a plan to lure her prey
With a flashing light, it’s then she strikes
entrapping him to die
We are all fireflies, you see
but there is only one who lies
My heart catches in my throat as I read the final words of the poem. This is what Lincoln has been working on for the past year while he finalized his novel, submitted it to multiple agents, and then began preparations for publishing. After everything we’ve been through, after all his studies, his research, and his work with the FBI, Lincoln’s philosophical theory is finally complete.
After reading the first complete draft, my mind was completely blown. While Lincoln had rattled off bits and pieces of his work to me, it never quite made sense until I read through it all myself.
Firefly Effect is a philosophical concept rooted in existentialism, the uniqueness of human beings, and how we are wired to find our own paths toward a higher purpose. The theoretical novel is layered in truths, allegories about the Firefly Man, poems, and hypothetical ponderings. It’s brilliant in every way, and my heart swells with pride for my husband as I stare across the room at him.
He’s currently standing near the bar engaged in conversation with an older man I’ve never met before and a beautiful brunette woman with a soft smile and eyes so stunning, I can see their depth from where I’m hanging out by the kids’ section of Firefly.
We’re having a private party for Lincoln to celebrate his massive achievement. A book release. Who would have thought fifteen years of life would surmount to something we’re both so incredibly proud of. But it’s his dedication that puts a chokehold on me after reading it for the first time.
To Carley, you blazed a trail so we all could finally see. Thank you for sharing your light. Love you forever, sis.
I close the novel and smile down at the cover, an illustration of a jar of fireflies. The glass is cracked and the fireflies are escaping into the night. I used to think of that cracked jar as the reason for Carley’s demise, but I know better now. That jar doesn’t represent death or loss. It represents freedom—freedom from darkness, freedom from pain.