“Abi…” he groans.
“Sorry.” I drop my gaze. “This is all new to me.”
The awkward silence returns and I wish I never brought it up. But now the words are out, lingering between us.
Haunting us.
“Excuse me,” I murmur, standing abruptly. “I’m going to the bathroom.”
“Abi…” He calls after me, but I hurry through the cabin and down the hall, locking myself in the small luxurious bathroom.
I don’t want to be like this.
Always second-guessing myself.
Always doubting Elliot and his intentions.
But years of being the odd girl out has left scars so deep that sometimes I can’t help it.
“Abigail, open the door.” Elliot knocks softly.
“I’m fine. Just give me a minute.”
“I’m not leaving until you open the door.”
Damn him.
I just need a second.
But then my reflection catches in the mirror, and I freeze. The girl staring back at me doesn’t look like me.
She looks beautiful.
Poised and perfect.
I guess that’s what enough make-up and styling will do.
My heart sinks.
“Abi, open the?—”
“Just a minute,” I rush out, my heart in my throat. “I’ll be out in a minute.”
The lock jangles and then the door swings open.
“Elliot, what are you doing?”
He pins me with a dark look, his eyes searching my body for?—
“Oh. You thought…” I trail off.
“No,” he says but I see the guilt in his expression. “You ran off and I thought… Fuck.”
“I just needed a second.”
I glance away from him, giving myself a moment to catch my breath.
But Elliot doesn’t wait.