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Lenny laughed out loud, handed me her empty glass, and picked up her bag from the entryway table. “Have fun tonight, kids.” To me, she said, “I didn’t detect any immediate bullshit. You can keep this one for now.”

twenty-one

Levi

Thea’s aunt said she could keep me.

My parents would have died of shock and outrage if they’d walked in on that same scene. I already liked Lenny. She made what could have been an anxiety-triggering nightmare into no big deal.

It was fine. Sex was normal.

“Levi, I am so sorry!” Thea’s eyes filled with concern as the front door closed behind her aunt. “I would have told you she was here, but you made me forget for a minute.” She bit her lip apologetically.

So fucking sexy.

“Look, we can wait if you’re not ready. I understand if that left you shaken or triggered or whatever.” She took both of my hands in hers, ready to calm me and convince me that everything was okay.

But I already knew that. I’d spent weeks in therapy battling guilt, and I won. “What did I say I came here to do, Thea?” My voice sounded strong and assured.

Her eyes sparkled with excitement. “I believe you said you were going to fuck me until I couldn’t walk.”

“Good girl.” I gripped the back of her neck and pulled her to me, kissing her roughly. “I’m going to do all the things I’ve wanted to do to your body since we met.” I kissed her neck and gripped her gorgeous round ass.

Thea’s breathing turned rapid and heavy. “Hell, yes.”

I allowed myself to have my first real sex fantasy a week ago. My therapist told me to keep practicing until it felt normal and the guilt melted away. And practice, I did. I unlocked doors and untied miles of twisted rope. I also researched how to pay attention to a woman’s body and bring her to orgasm. Now, I was full of ideas for this fucking goddess in my arms.

Thea took both of my hands and tugged me toward her bedroom. “Come on.” Her voice was tight with need.

We’d barely cleared her bedroom door before we were pulling each other’s clothes off in a frantic, dizzying passion that I’d never experienced. I finally understood what it meant to think with your dick instead of your head. My brain shut off, and pure instinct took over.

Once I had Thea undressed completely, I let my hands explore her body first. Every inch of her skin that I traversed hardened my dick further. I wanted to lose all control, but before I did that, I had to make sure she enjoyed this.

I dropped to my knees, squeezed her ass, and pressed rough kisses to her hips and inner thighs. Thea let out little gasps at all the right moments. I slid two fingers deep inside of her with zero guilt and groaned at how good she felt. No part of her body felt off limits. It was mine to enjoy tonight.

“Lie down on the bed, Thea.”

“Oh, are we a little bossy tonight?” Thea’s eyes sparkled with excitement. “I like it.” She backed up slowly, never breaking eye contact, until she was nestled against her pillows.

I hovered over her, kissing every inch of her neck and chest. I carried on down her body until I reached the tattoo on her left thigh. I traced it with my fingers like I’d wanted to do months ago. I traced it with my tongue and then found her clit with my thumb. She whimpered and squeezed her thighs together when I discovered the right amount of pressure.

Thank fuck, I figured it out quickly. Bringing her to orgasm felt like the single most important thing I had to do. Watching her fall apart at my touch a few moments later left me feeling powerful and even more hungry for this goddess.

I pressed a rough kiss to her lips when she finished and asked, “Where do you keep your sex toys?”

Thea’s eyes widened, and then a smirk fell into place. She wrapped her arms around my shoulders and nibbled at my ear. “You want to play? Or do you want to fuck me now?” Her low, husky voice sent those good shivers scattering down my spine again.

I smiled against her lips. “I want to play first, Thea. You know I wasn’t allowed.”

She slipped her tongue into my mouth, then pulled away enough to answer. “Top drawer.”

I opened the top drawer of her nightstand and located a dark purple vibrating wand. Thea smiled at the sight of it. “That vibrator is a good time, and it’s fucking hot to see you holding it.” She sat up with a teasing smile. “But, do you even know what to do with that thing?”

I pressed the power button, and it buzzed to life. I smirked back at her. “Oh, Thea.” Then I placed it gently on her clit and grabbed her breast with my free hand. I softly pinched her nipple with my fingers and leaned forward to take it into my mouth. Thea pressed her hips into the vibrator and buried her hands in my hair, letting out perfect moans.

When she reached the edge of her climax, I pulled back. “Look at me.”

Thea obeyed. I loved her defiance, but this sex obedience thing was hot. Her beautiful green eyes locked onto mine as she gasped through her second orgasm of the night. This time, when she finished, I tossed her toy to the side. It was time to have her.