I slowly shift my hips, moving my cock gently inside of her. Her inner walls clench down on my cock. Holy fuck. It’s the best thing I’ve ever felt in my life. Lara means so much more to me than any other woman has before. She’s surprised me, and not many people can do that.
I grab her legs and wrap them around my hips. Then I start thrusting into her more, testing what she can handle.
Lara keeps letting out little gasps that send heat straight to my cock.
Our lips meet again in a passionate kiss. I keep a steady pace, thrusting in and out of her. She grips my back, her fingers digging into my skin. Our breath mingles.
“You feel so good around me,” I growl against her lips.
“Oh,” she moans softly.
I start to increase my thrusts, getting a little bit rougher. I don’t want to scare Lara. Ideally, I want to have sex with her again. I don’t want to push her away anymore. I’m not used to being emotionally open, but for some reason, I want Lara to know exactly how I’m feeling.
Her little moans start to come out louder and longer. The way she’s letting herself go and experiencing this moment pleases me. Fuck, she’s beautiful.
“Rocco,” she whispers, gripping my back tighter. Her legs tighten around my hips.
“That’s it, baby. You’re close. Just let go.”
Right on cue, her body shudders as she experiences her release. It doesn’t take me long to follow her.
I groan as I let my seed fill her. Together, our bodies tremble as we hold onto each other.
Once we’re done, I take a moment to kiss her. I don’t want to leave the comfort of her warm body, but I know it can’t last forever.
I pull out of her and roll to the side, taking her with me. I sigh, staring up at the ceiling. “That was … fuck.”
She blushes. “I can’t believe I just had sex.”
“Did you think it would never happen?”
She doesn’t meet my eyes as she responds. I don’t like that. I thought after everything we’ve been through, she’d trust me more. “I wasn’t sure with us. You really scared me for a while.”
I tighten my arms around her. “Do I scare you still?”
She finally looks up at me. “Not as much,” she admits. “But sometimes I still feel intimidated by you. I’m still not sure if I can always speak my mind around you. You wanted a submissive wife, but I’m not sure I want to be that way anymore.”
“After you were kidnapped, I realized something. I care for you, Lara. For the first time ever, I could feel my heart. I just want you to be my side. I want you to be safe.”
“Are you doing bossing me around?”
I clear my throat. “I’m not an easy man. Change will take time. But for right now, I’m trying to be more open with you.” I pause. “I want you to do the same with me.”
“You want to hear my opinions, even if you disagree with them?”
I cup her cheek. “I want you to not be afraid of me anymore. Can you do that?”
“I can try.”
That’s as good as it’s going to get for tonight.
“We’ve had a long day,” I say. “Let’s sleep.” I turn the light off and get under the covers. After a moment, Lara snuggles up next to me.
And for the first time since our wedding night, we sleep in the same bed together. But unlike our wedding night, we’re not on opposite ends of the bed.
We’re right beside each other.
When I wake up, Lara isn’t beside me.